A House-Party, Don Gesualdo, and A Rainy JuneOuida
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A House-Party, Don Gesualdo, and A Rainy June
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He knew, too, that he had done her harm by the incoherence and the
reticence of his testimony, by the mere vehemence with which he had
unwisely striven to affirm an innocence which he had no power to
prove,--even by that natural impulse of humanity which had moved him to
bring her husband's corpse under the roof of the church and close the
door upon the clamorous and staring throng who saw in the tragedy but a
pastime. He, more than any other, had helped to cast on her the darkness
of suspicion; he, more than any other, had helped to make earthly peace
and happiness forever denied to her.
Even if they acquitted her in the house of law yonder, she would be
dishonored for life. Even her lover, who loved her with all the hot
coarse ardor of a young man's uncontrolled desires, had declared that he
would be ashamed to walk beside her in broad day so long as this slur of
possible, if unproved, crime were on her. His sensitive soul began to
take alarm lest it were not a kind of sin to be so occupied with the
fate of one to the neglect and detriment of others. Candida saw him
growing thinner and more shadow-like every day, with ever-increasing
anxiety. To fast, she knew, was needful above all for a priest in Lent,
but he did not touch what he might lawfully have eaten: the new-laid
eggs and the crisp lettuces of her providing failed to tempt him; and no
mortal man, she told him, could live on air and water as he did.
"There should be reason in all piety," she said to him, and he assented.
But he did not change his ways, which were rather those of a monk of the
Thebaid than of a vicar of a parish. He had the soul in him of a St.
Anthony, of a St. Francis, and he had been born too late; the world as
it is was too coarse and too incredulous for him, even in a little
rustic primitive village hidden away from the eyes of men under its
millet and its fig-trees.
The people of Marca noticed the change in him. Pale he had always been,
but now he was the color of his own ivory Christ; taciturn, too, he had
always been, yet he had ever had playful words for the children, kind
words for the aged; these were silent now. The listless and mechanical
manner with which he went through the offices of the Church contrasted
with the passionate and despairing cries which seemed to come from his
very soul when he preached, and which vaguely frightened a rural
congregation who were wholly unable to understand them.
"One would think the good parocco had some awful sin on his soul," said
a woman to Candida one evening.
"Nay, nay; he is as pure as a lamb," said Candida, twirling her distaff.
"But he was always helpless and childlike, and too much taken up with
heavenly things--may the saints forgive me for saying so! He should be
in a monastery along with St. Romolo and St. Francis."
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