Lilias shivered for all the blazing sunshine, and her heart swelled with
anger. It was not fair, it was not right that her future should be
blighted in this fashion. Ned should realise that she was not bound by
a promise given in completely different circumstances! It was some days
since she had heard from him, for his letters had been less frequent of
late; and though at the bottom of her heart she knew that her own chilly
replies were to blame for this diminution of her lover's ardour, she
chose to count his silence as still another offence. He was neglecting
her, and she would not stand it. Like a flash of inspiration it darted
into her head that she would free herself from this entanglement while
there was still time. It would seem unwomanly to desert a man in the
hour of misfortune, but she would act at once, and not wait until the
worst happened. She would tell her mother that she was not happy; and
though Mrs Rendell might disapprove her past promise, she would never
persuade her to keep it in the circumstances. Yes, yes! she would be
free, she must be free, and then--who could say what would happen then?
The long summer lay before her, with its intimate friendship with one of
the richest and most charming of his sex. Lilias raised her head with a
gesture of determination, and met Gervase Vanburgh's eyes fixed steadily
upon her. His glance did not waver as it met hers, and she blushed
beneath it with a new and strange feeling of discomfiture. It was as
though that steady gaze had pierced beneath the surface, and read her
poor, unworthy thoughts.
CHAPTER TWENTY FOUR.
THE GARDEN SALE.
"Forty-three pounds seven and twopence, nearly fifty pounds, my
darlings, in solid coin of the realm, and all of our amassing!" cried
Nan three hours later, as the last visitor drove away from the door of
Thurston House, and the contents of the cash-boxes were counted over by
half a dozen eager workers. "Here's a triumph for us, for our hopes
never soared above a modest twenty pounds, and where it has all come
from, I don't know! A great deal of work is left, so that, I fear me,
our friends must have wasted their substance on eating and drinking and
riotous living, as exemplified by sails in the punt. I could have sold
my carvings three times over, and the compliments which were showered
upon me I would blush to repeat! My cheeks ache with smiling polite
acknowledgments, and indeed I'm nothing but a mass of aches from head to
foot. How on earth do poor girls manage to stand behind a counter all
day, and not snap off the customers' heads? My poor feet are in a
lamentable condition!"
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