"Maud," he cried,--"Maud, it is you! Oh, this is good, this is better
than I hoped for, to find you here, and alone! I was longing for your
help; but you are so much away nowadays that I seldom see you. Well,
Maud, it has come--the end has come! I have thrown up my post, and have
to face the world again, and the whole weary fight from the beginning.
All these years have been wasted; the time has gone, and the money, and
the strength, and here I am at the end, stranded and beaten! You may
wonder how I have the audacity to show myself among you. If I had any
pride left, I should have stayed away--"
He broke off with a hard, unnatural laugh, and Maud laid her hand on his
arm with a soothing gesture, her own trouble forgotten in the necessity
of soothing his.
"Come and sit down," she said gently. "Sit down, and tell me all about
it. We are not fair-weather friends, Ned, and will only care for you
the more because you need help. If you have lost this post, I am sure
it is from no fault of your own, so you must not be cast down. Tell me
about it--Or stay! Shall I call Lilias? She is at the Grange, but I
could send for her at once."
She paused, looking inquiringly into Ned's face, and he hesitated
painfully, the colour flushing in his thin cheeks, his eyebrows
twitching nervously.
"I think--not!" he said slowly at last. "She will hear soon enough, and
she is so young and inexperienced that she cannot understand. Let me
first talk it over with you, Maud, and then--No! It was no fault of
mine, though in the last instance it was I who gave in my resignation.
I could not stay on longer, and keep my self-respect. Positions were
forced upon me impossible to any man of honour. My post was
deliberately made untenable, and to stay on would have been the act of a
coward and a scoundrel. They had got what they wanted out of me, and I
was of no further use. It only remained to get rid of me as quickly as
possible,--and, mark you, by my own doing in the last instance, so that
they might preserve some appearance of honour before their neighbours!"
"But can such things be?" Maud wondered incredulously. "Is it really
possible that men, calling themselves gentlemen and, I suppose,
Christians, can be so absorbed in the idea of growing rich that they can
be so low, so base? To go to a young fellow who is fighting against
hard odds, to propose a scheme which looks fair and smooth, to suck his
brains and steal his business from him, and then--then--to treat him as
you say, and send him out on the world alone! Oh, Ned, is it possible?
One can hardly believe in such wickedness. Are there many such people
in your business world?"
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