Nan turned her head aside, and spoke in a queer, muffled tone.
"Very well; but we'll go round the back way. It's only five minutes
longer, and it's quiet. I don't want to meet any one. You'll do that
to oblige me, won't you, Maud, as you have finished your shopping?"
Of course she would. Maud gave a little grip to her sister's arm, and
turned willingly enough up the side street which led off the high road.
As in all small towns, the change from town to country came surprisingly
quickly. Three minutes' walk took the sisters into a pretty lane
running parallel with the High Street, and commanding a sweeping view
over the countryside. Here were no houses, only an avenue of beeches,
with here and there a seat in a position of welcome shade. Maud often
returned home by this quieter route, and seated herself on one of the
benches to make up her accounts and enjoy the view at one and the same
time. It was a favourite spot; but after this morning she could never
pass it without a shrinking of the heart, a sickly remembrance of
misery. At the first seat Nan slackened her pace insinuatingly, while
Maud marched ahead, intentionally obtuse; but at the second a hand was
laid on her arm, and such a trembling voice besought her to stop, that
she forgot herself in sympathetic alarm.
"Nan, you _do_ look ill! As white as a sheet. Lean forward and put
your head on your knee, as low as you can get it! That is the best
thing to do if you feel faint. Sit still for a minute, and then we will
make another dash for home. You ought to lie down!"
But Nan sat bolt upright, clasping her fingers in nervous misery.
"I'm not faint. I'm thinking of you, not myself!--Maud darling; it's
been a mistake--we were all mistaken; but you are so good, you will be
brave for our sakes, if not your own. It would break our hearts to see
you suffer."
She stopped short with a little sob of agitation, and Maud stared at her
with wondering eyes.
"Suffer! I? Why should I suffer?" Then the colour rushed in a sudden
wave to her cheeks, and her voice broke in the single, stifled inquiry,
"Ned?"
"Yes. It is Lilias! He has asked mother for Lilias. She came upstairs
and sent me out to meet you, so that you might not hear it suddenly.
She thought you would rather have it so."
"How kind of her! That was good of you both!" said Maud calmly. Her
heart had stopped for a moment, and was now beating away at
extraordinary speed; a singing noise was in her ears: it was as if some
one had dealt her a violent blow, and she was as yet too stunned to
realise its nature. She turned her head aside, and _gazed_ vaguely up
and down. A nursemaid wheeled a perambulator on the opposite pavement,
while a little white-robed figure trotted at her side, tossing a ball in
the air. Maud watched her movements with fascinated gaze. It seemed as
though some tremendous issue depended on whether the ball was caught in
those tiny, uncertain fingers.
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