"If you don't mind, dear! I want to see Maud. She was out when I left
the other day, you remember, and I can't feel that I am really received
into the family until Maud has given me her blessing."
"Just as you wish, of course. It does seem a pity to stay indoors when
the weather is so glorious!" assented Lilias readily. Though inwardly
annoyed that she should have appeared more anxious than Ned for an
extension of their _tete-a-tete_, she was far too proud to show her
vexation. Nothing could have appeared more ready or more natural than
the manner in which she rose from her seat and slipped her hand through
Agatha's arm; but even while she smiled and chatted she was registering
a vow to punish Mr Ned on the first opportunity.
Out in the garden Maud sat, busying herself with the teacups and nerving
herself to face the dreaded moment, as footsteps approached nearer and
nearer her seat.
"Maud!" cried Ned, and gripped her hand with affectionate fervour, "I
was longing to see you. It seemed too bad going away without a word
from you the other day. We have so much to say to one another!"
"Yes, indeed; but meantime I must pour out the tea! Are you going to
make yourself useful and hand round the cups?" replied a laughing, self-
possessed voice, which Maud hardly recognised as her own. It was easier
to play a part than she had expected: the looking forward had been worse
than the reality; and, as she met her mother's smile and Nan's approving
glance, she even began to feel a dreary pride in her own composure.
Lilias had seated herself between two of her sisters, an intentional
revenge for the slight which she considered herself to have received,
and Ned was therefore left free to devote himself to his old friend.
"Of course you saw--you knew what was coming," he whispered
confidentially, when the general conversation made it possible to
exchange a quiet remark. "I realised that I gave myself away by my
awkwardness and stupidity whenever she was present, but I was powerless
to prevent it. And you were so good to me, Maud, always doing your best
to help and make things easy. I can never be grateful enough for your
friendship. I am so thankful to feel that you are at home still. It
seems an assurance of safety; for you'll look after her, and see that
she gets into no danger through all this long year of waiting."
He looked at her appealingly, and she gave a forced little laugh.
"Oh yes, I'll ward off the beasts of prey. There are so many, you know,
roving about this sleepy place. She will meet so many dangers!"
"Don't laugh at me! I can't help being anxious. She is so young and
child-like, and there are dangers everywhere. Illness, accident,
infection. I shall think of them when I am far away, and worry myself
to death. But you are a bulwark of strength, Maud, and if you will take
her in charge--"
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