"Pooh! What a child! Such notions as she takes!" cried Mrs Rendell
laughingly. "How it comes about is little matter; you don't need to be
told how truly delighted Mabel will be to have you. You can believe in
that, at least. And Paris! You have always wanted to go to Paris,
dear!"
"Yes, mother, I have. Oh yes, always!" Maud smiled bravely, trying
hard to appear as pleased and elated as her mother expected. It was not
the first, nor the second, nor the twentieth time that she had
discovered schemes for her own benefit during the last few weeks.
School friends had been invited on visits; books for which she had
wished had opportunely arrived from town; concert tickets had been
purchased with unprecedented frequency. Maud fully appreciated the
kindly purpose of these attentions, and, to a certain extent, enjoyed
the amusements provided; but she was conscious of a dreary regret that
these long-wished-for pleasures should arrive at a time when it was
impossible to throw herself into them with whole-hearted enjoyment. The
regret was particularly keen at this moment, for to her, as to so many
girls, the first trip abroad had been the dream of a lifetime, and a
pang came with the realisation of how different from her expectations
the realisation must be. The ache at her heart would cloud the
brightness of the beautiful city,--she would look at everything, as it
were, through a veil of crape. The tears rose to her eyes despite all
her efforts, and she turned hastily aside, fearing that her mother might
think her ungrateful for receiving the news in such churlish fashion.
Mrs Rendell, however, affected to notice nothing unusual, and talked
away in cheery accents, discussing various practical matters concerning
the proposed visit, in which it was impossible not to feel an interest.
Maud's tears dried gradually; she found herself suggesting amendments to
the plans, and growing momentarily more interested and eager. She was
to be entrusted with a sum of money with which to buy presents for her
sisters, besides a well-filled purse for her own use. She and Mabel
could choose their summer clothes together, amid the bewildering
fascinations of Parisian fashions; and there was absolutely no limit in
the amount of sight-seeing permissible. She could run the whole gamut,
from the Louvre to the Catacombs, and get to know her Paris almost as
well as she knew her London. What girl of twenty-three would not feel
her woes assuaged by such a programme, especially in the company of a
bosom friend to whom she had been devoted from childhood?
Mr and Mrs Rendell rejoiced to see Maud's brightening face, and to
hear her voice raised to its old happy ring, as she busied herself with
preparations for her journey; and Nan rejoiced as much as they, and
racked her brains to discover how she could best assist in the same
preparations.
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