He sat up, panting, in the deep blackness. His hands trembled; his face
was actually wet. But the music had not ended with his dream. Grown
very soft and far and remote, it yet went sounding on in fact—or was it
only in fancy?
His still-drugged brain surged back into slumber on the thought.
Instantly the voice began to take shape and reality: he caught himself
from the mist—as instantly it fell again into a phantom of itself.
And thus it always happened. So surely as he listened wakeful,
straining his hearing, the voice would reach him as a far plaintive
murmur, a vague intolerable sweetness, without identity or suggestion
save of some woful loss. So surely did his brain swerve and his aching
eyes seal down, it would begin to gather form, and words out of form,
and expression out of words—expression, of a sorrow so wildly sad and
moving, that his dreaming heart near broke beneath the burden of its
grief.
A strange experience; yet none so strange but that we must all have
known it, what time our errant soul has leapt back into our waking
consciousness, carrying with it, on the wind of its return, some echo of
the spirit world with which it had been consorting. Who has not known
what it is to wake, in a dumb sleeping house, to the certain knowledge
of a cry just uttered, a sentence just spoken, of a laugh or whisper
stricken silent on the instant, nor felt the darkness of his room
vibrate and settle into blankness as he listened, and, listening, lost
the substance of that phantom utterance?
But at length for Carlo dream and reality were blended in one
forgetfulness.
Morning weakened, if it could not altogether dissipate, his
superstitions. Though one be buried in a vault, there’s that in the
mere texture of daylight, even if the thinnest and frowziest, to muffle
the fine sense of hearing. If, in truth, those mystic harmonics still
throbbed and sighed, his mind had ceased to be attuned to them. He lent
it to the more practical business of resuming his examination of his
prison.
At midday, while he was sitting at his dinner, a visitor came and
introduced himself to him, leaping, very bold and impudent, to the table
itself, where he sat up, trimming his whiskers anticipatory. It was a
monstrous brown rat; and self-possessed—Lord! Carlo dropped his fists
on the cloth, and stared, and then fell to grinning.
’O, you’ve arrived, have you!’ said he. ’Your servant, Messer Topo!’
It was obviously the gentleman’s name. At the sound of it, he lowered
his fore-paws, flopped a step or two nearer, and sat up again. Carlo
considered him delightedly. He was one of those men between whom and
animals is always a sympathetic confidence.
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