With the words, he leapt up and away—tore hither and thither like a
madman—mouthed broken imprecations, fought for articulate speech and
self-control. The truth—all the wicked, damnable truth—had burst upon
him in a flash. No ghostly voice was this of a ten years immured; but
one, now recognised, sweet and human beyond compare, the piteous
solution of all his hauntings. The run pierced further than to that
middle tragedy—pierced to a tragedy more intimate and dreadful—pierced
through into the adjoining cell, where lay his child, his little love,
perishing of cold and hunger. He read it all in an instant—the
disastrous consequences of his own disaster. And he could not comfort
or intervene while this, his pretty swan, was singing himself to death
hard by.
Pity him in that minute. I think, poor wretch, his state was near the
worse—so strong, and yet so helpless. He shrieked, he struck himself, he
blasphemed. Monstrous? it was monstrous beyond all human limits of
malignity. So the ring had sped and wrought! What had this angel done,
but been an angel? What had Cicada, so hide-bound in his own conceit of
folly? Curst watchdogs both, to let themselves be fooled and chained
away while the wolf was ravening their lamb!
He sobbed, fighting for breath:—
’Messer Topo, Messer Topo! Thou art the only gentleman! I crave thy
forgiveness, O, I crave thy forgiveness for that slander! A rat! I’ll
love them always—a better gentleman, a better friend, bringing us
together!’
With the thought, he flung himself down on the floor, and put his ear to
the hole. Still, very faint and remote, the music came leaking by it—a
voice; the throb of a lute.
He changed his ear for his lips:—
’Bernardo!’ he screamed; ’Bernardo! Bernardo!’ and listened anew.
The music had ceased—that was certain. It was succeeded by a confused,
indistinguishable murmur, which in its turn died away.
’Bernardo!’ he screeched again, and lay hungering for an answer.
It came to him, suddenly, in one rapturous soft cry:—
’Carlo!’
No more. The sweet heart seemed to break, the broken spirit to wing on
it. Thereafter was silence, awful and eternal.
He called again and again—no response. He rose, and resumed his
maddened race, to and fro, praying, weeping, clutching at his throat.
At length worn out, he threw himself once more by the wall, his ear to
the hole, and lying there, sank into a sort of swoon.
Messer Topo, sniffing sympathetically at his face, awoke him. He sat
up; remembered; stooped down; sought to cry the dear name again, and
found his voice a mere whisper. That crowned his misery. But he could
still listen.
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