I would have no gloomy obsequies attend his fate. In tears, and
strewing of flowers, and pretty plaintive dirges of the fields—in sighs
and lutes of love, such as waited on the sweet Fidele, would I have ye
honour him. Not because I would belittle that piercing tragedy, but
because he would. It was none to him. He but turned his face for home,
sorrowing only for his failure to win to his Christ, his comrade, a
kingdom he should never have the chance to influence again. What had he
else to fear? The star that had mothered, the road that had sped him?
All grass and flowers was the latter; of the first, a fore-ray seemed
already to have pierced the darkness of his cell, linking it to heaven.
’"Let’s sing him to the ground."
"I cannot sing; I’ll weep, and word it with thee;
For notes of sorrow, out of tune, are worse
Than priests and fanes that lie."’
Bring hither, I say, no passion of a vengeful hate. It is the passing
of a rose in winter.
At near the end, lying in his Fool’s arms, he panted faintly:—
’My feet are weary for the turning. Pray ye, kind mother, that this
road end soon.’
’What! shall I hurry mine own damnation?’ gurgled the other (his tongue
by then was clacking in his mouth). ’Trippingly, I warrant, shall ye
take that path, unheeding of the poor wretch that lags a million miles
behind lashed by a storm of scorpions.’
’Marry, sweet,’ whispered the boy, smiling; ’I’ll wait thee, never fear,
when once I see my way. How could I forego such witness as thou to my
brave intentions? We’ll jog the road together, while I shield thy back.’
’Well, let be,’ said Cicca. ’Better they stung that, than my heart
through thine arm’—whereat Bernardo nipped him feebly in an ecstasy of
tears.
In the first hours of their fearful doom he was more full of wonder than
alarm—astounded, in the swooning sense. He had not come yet to realise
the mortal nature of their punishment. How should he, innocent of harm?
Attributing, as he did, this sudden blow to Bona, he marvelled only how
so kind a mother could chastise so sharply for a little offence—or none.
Indeed he was conscious of none; though conscious enough, latterly, poor
child, of an atmosphere of grievance. Well, the provocation had been
his, no doubt—somehow. He had learned enough of woman in these months
to know that the measure of her resentment was not always the measure of
the fault—how she would sometimes stab deeper for a disappointment than
for a wrong. He had disappointed her in some way. No doubt, his favour
being so high, he had presumed upon it. A useful rebuke, then. He
would bear his imposition manly; but he hoped, he did hope, that not too
much of it would be held to have purged his misconduct. The Duke was
returning shortly. Perhaps he would plead for him.
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