Cicada gave a thick crow—merciful God! it was meant for a laugh—and
began to screak and mumble some legend of a bird that, in difficult
times, would bleed itself to feed its young—a most admirable lesson from
Nature. The child laughed in his turn—poor little croupy mirth—and
answered with a story: how the right and left hands once had a dispute
as to which most loved and served the other, each asserting that he
would cut himself off in proof of his devotion. Which being
impracticable, it was decided that the right should sever the left, and
the left the right; whereof the latter stood the test first without a
wince. But, lo! when it came to the left’s turn, there was no right
hand to carve him.
’Anan?’ croaked Cicada sourly.
’Why,’ said Bernardo, ’we will exchange the wine of our veins, if you
like, to prove our mutual devotion; but, if I suck all thine first,
there will be no suck left in thy lips to return the compliment on me.’
’Need’st not take all; but enough to handicap thee, so that we start
this backward journey on fair terms.’
’Nay, it were so sweet, I ’d prove a glutton did I once begin. Cicca?’
’My babe?’
’Canst thou see Christ?’
’Ay, in the white mirror of thy face.’
’I see Him so plain. He stands behind thee now—a boy, mine own age.
Nay, He puts His finger on His sweet lips, and smiles and goes.
"Naughty," that means: "shall I stay to hear thee flatter me?" He
blushes, like a boy, to be praised. He’s gone no further than the wall.
Cicca, thy disguise was deep. I never thought thee beautiful before.
O, what an unkind mother, to hide her beauty from her boy!’
’Am I beautiful?’
’Dost not know it? As the moon that rises on the night. It was night
just now, and my soul was groping in the dark; and, lo! of a sudden thou
wert looking down.’
’Let it be night, I say!’
’What is that in thy voice? I am so happy—always; only not when I think
of Carlo. My dear, dear Carlo! Alas! what have they done with him? He
will often think of us, and wonder where we are, and frown and gnaw his
lip. If I could but hear him speak once more—cry "Bernardo!" in that
voice that made one’s eyeballs crack like glass, and tickle in their
veins. O, my sweet Carlo! Mother, have I failed in everything?’
’Let be! Thou’lt kill me with thy prattle. Thy Christ remains behind.
He’ll see thy seed is honoured in its fruits.’
’Well, wilt thou kiss me good-night? I’m sleepy.’
He seemed to doze a good deal after that. But, about midnight, it might
be, he suddenly sat up, and was singing strongly to his lute—a sweet,
unearthly song, of home-returning and farewell. Cicada clung and held
him, held to him, pierced all through with the awful rapture of that
moment.
’Leave me not: wait for me!’ she whispered, sobbing.
Suddenly, in a vibrating pause, a faint far cry was wafted to their
ears:—
’Bernardo! Bernardo!’
The fingers tumbled on the lute, plucking its music into a tangle of
wild discords. A string snapped.
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