The beast, in the present instance, behaved as was habitual with him in
the presence of this Circe. That is to say, he was awkward,
deprecating, and, of stranger significance, devoted to truthfulness. He
adored her, as Caliban Miranda, but more fearfully: was her slave, the
genii of the lamp of her loveliness, with which to be on any familiar
terms, even of debasement, was enough. What did it matter that she paid
him with offence and disdain? Her use of him was as her use of some
necessary organic part of herself. And she might deprecate the
necessity; but the secret of it was, nevertheless, their common
property. Her beauty and his devotion were as near akin as blood and
complexion. Perhaps some day, in the resurrection of the flesh, he
would be able to substantiate that kinship.
The thought may have been there in him, instinctive, unilluminated, as
he stood fumbling with his cap, and raising and lowering his hang-dog
eyes, and waiting for her to open. Physically, at least, she showed no
shame in implying his close right to her confidence. The noon was a
noon of slumbering fires, and her mood a responsive one. A long white
camisole, of the frailest tissue, rounded on her lower limbs, and,
splitting at the waist, straddled her shoulders clingingly, leaving a
warm breathing-space between. Round her full neck clung one loop of
emeralds; and to the picture her black falling hair made a tenderest
frame, while the sun, penetrating the tilt above, finished all with a
mist of green translucence. A Circe, indeed, to this coarse and animal
rogue, and alive with awful and covetable lusts, to which, nevertheless,
he was an admitted procurer. He had not ceased to be in her pay and
confidence, cursed and repudiated though he had been by his master, her
erst protector. He had not even resented that episode of his betrayal
at her hands, though it had condemned him for a living to the rôle of
the hired bravo. She might always do with him as she liked; overbid with
one imperious word his fast pledges to others; convert his craft
wheresoever she wished to her own profit. The more she condescended to
him, the more was he claimed a necessary part of her passions’
functions. She discharged through him her hates and desires, and he was
beatified in the choice of himself as their medium. There was a
suggestion of understanding, of a conscious partnership between them, in
the very fulsomeness with which he abased himself before her.
’Well,’ she murmured at last, ’hast drunk thy senses to such surfeit
that they drown in me?’
’Ay,’ he mumbled, ’I could die looking.’
’A true Narcissus,’ she scoffed; ’but I could wish a sweeter. Stand
away, fellow. Your clothes offend me.’
He backed at once.
’Now,’ she said, ’I can breathe. Deliver yourself!’
He heaved up his chest, and looked above her, concentrating his wits on
an open loop of the tent, behind which a bird was flickering and
chirping.
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