A Journey from This World to the NextFielding, Henry
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A Journey from This World to the Next
Fielding, Henry
English fiction; Paranormal fiction; Supernatural -- Fiction
command of my countenance that I could suit it to the different tastes
of variety of lovers; and though I was young, for I was not yet
above seventeen, yet my public way of life gave me such continual
opportunities of conversing with men, and the strong desire I now had
of pleasing them led me to make such constant observations on everything
they said or did, that I soon found out the different methods of dealing
with them. I observed that most men generally liked in women what was
most opposite to their own characters; therefore to the grave solid man
of sense I endeavored to appear sprightly and full of spirit; to the
witty and gay, soft and languishing; to the amorous (for they want
no increase of their passions), cold and reserved; to the fearful and
backward, warm and full of fire; and so of all the rest. As to beaux,
and all of those sort of men, whose desires are centered in the
satisfaction of their vanity, I had learned by sad experience the
only way to deal with them was to laugh at them and let their own good
opinion of themselves be the only support of their hopes. I knew, while
I could get other followers, I was sure of them; for the only sign of
modesty they ever give is that of not depending on their own judgments,
but following the opinions of the greatest number. Thus furnished with
maxims, and grown wise by past errors, I in a manner began the world
again: I appeared in all public places handsomer and more lively than
ever, to the amazement of every one who saw me and had heard of the
affair between me and my lord. He himself was much surprised and vexed
at this sudden change, nor could he account how it was possible for
me so soon to shake off those chains he thought he had fixed on me
for life; nor was he willing to lose his conquest in this manner. He
endeavored by all means possible to talk to me again of love, but I
stood fixed to my resolution (in which I was greatly assisted by the
crowd of admirers that daily surrounded me) never to let him explain
himself: for, notwithstanding all my pride, I found the first impression
the heart receives of love is so strong that it requires the most
vigilant care to prevent a relapse. Now I lived three years in a
constant round of diversions, and was made the perfect idol of all the
men that came to court of all ages and all characters. I had several
good matches offered me, but I thought none of them equal to my
merit; and one of my greatest pleasures was to see those women who had
pretended to rival me often glad to marry those whom I had refused. Yet,
notwithstanding this great success of my schemes, I cannot say I was
perfectly happy; for every woman that was taken the least notice of, and
every man that was insensible to my arts, gave me as much pain as all
the rest gave me pleasure; and sometimes little underhand plots which
were laid against my designs would succeed in spite of my care: so that
I really began to grow weary of this manner of life, when my father,
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