A Knight of the Nineteenth CenturyRoe, Edward Payson
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A Knight of the Nineteenth Century
Roe, Edward Payson
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He was so weary and low-spirited when he reached his dismal lodgings
that he felt no disposition either to eat or drink, but sat down in the
back part of the wretched, musty saloon, and, drawing his hat over his
eyes, he gave himself up to bitter thoughts. With mental imprecations he
cursed himself that he had not better understood the young girl who once
had been his companion. Never before had she seemed so beautiful as
to-day, and she had revealed a forming character as lovely as her
person. She _was_ like Mrs. Arnot--the woman who seemed to him
perfect--and what more could he say in her praise? And yet his folly had
placed between them an impassable gulf. He was not misled by her
kindness, for he remembered her words, and now believed them, "If I ever
love a man he will be one that I can look up to and respect." If he
could only have recognized her noble tendencies he might have resolutely
set about becoming such a man. If his character had been pleasing to
her, his social position would have given him the right to have aspired
to her hand. Why had he not had sufficient sense to have realized that
she was young--much too young to understand his rash, hasty passion? Why
could he not have learned from her pure, delicate face that she might
possibly be won by patient and manly devotion, but would be forever
repelled from the man who wooed her like a Turk?
In the light of experience he saw his mistakes. From his present depth
he looked up, and saw the inestimable vantage ground which he once
possessed. In his deep despondency he feared he never would regain it,
and that his hopes of literary success would prove delusive.
Regret like a cold, November wind, swept through all his thoughts and
memories, and there seemed nothing before him but a chill winter of
blight and failure that would have no spring.
But he was not left to indulge his miserable mood very long, for his
mousing landlord--having finally learned who Haldane was, and all the
unfavorable facts and comments with which the press had abounded--now
concluded that he could pounce upon him in such a way that something
would be left in his claws before the victim could escape.
That very morning Haldane had paid for his board to date, but had
thoughtlessly neglected to have a witness or take a receipt. The
grizzled grimalkin who kept the den, and thrived as much by his small
filchings as from his small profits, had purred to himself, "Very goot,
very goot," on learning that Haldane's word would not be worth much with
the public or in court; and no yellow-eyed cat ever waited and watched
for his prey with a quieter and cooler deliberation than did Weitzel
Shrumpf, the host of the dingy little hotel.
After Haldane appeared he delayed until a few cronies whom he could
depend upon had dropped in, and then, in an off-hand way, stepped up to
the despondent youth, and said:
"I zay, mister, you been here zwei week; I want you bay me now."
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