A Knight of the Nineteenth CenturyRoe, Edward Payson
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A Knight of the Nineteenth Century
Roe, Edward Payson
Fiction
"Mr. Growther, I can scarcely understand your kindness to me, for I have
no claim on you whatever. As much as I would like to accept your offer,
I scarcely feel it right to do so. I will bring discredit to you with
certainty, and my chances of repaying you seem very doubtful now."
"Now, look here, young man, I've got to take my choice 'twixt two evils.
On one side is you. I don't want you botherin' round, seein' my mean
ways. For the sake of decency I'll have to try to hold in a little
before you, while before my cat and dog I can let out as I please; so
I'd rather live alone. But the tother side is a plaguy sight worse. If I
should let you go a-wanderin' off you don't know where, the same as if I
should start my dog off with a kick, knowin' that every one else in town
would add a kick or fire a stun, I couldn't sleep nights or enjoy my
vittels. I'd feel so mean that I should jest set and cuss myself from
mornin' till night. Look here, now; I couldn't stan' it," concluded Mr.
Growther, overcome by the picture of his own wretchedness. "Let's have
no more words. Come back every night till you can do better. Open an
account with me. Charge what you please for board and lodgin', and pay
all back with lawful interest, if it'll make you sleep better." And so
it was finally arranged.
Haldane started out into the sun-lighted streets of the city as a man
might sally forth in an enemy's country, fearing the danger that lurked
on every side, and feeling that his best hope was that he might be
unnoted and unknown. He knew that the glance of recognition would also
be a glance of aversion and scorn, and, to his nature, any manifestation
of contempt was worse than a blow. He now clung to his literary ventures
as the one rope by which he could draw himself out of the depths into
which he had fallen, and felt sure that he must hear from some of his
manuscripts within a day or two. He went to the post-office in a tremor
of anxiety only to hear the usual response, "Nothing for E. H."
With heavy steps and a sinking heart he then set out in his search for
something to do, and after walking weary miles he found only a small bit
of work, for which he received but small compensation. He returned
despondently in the evening to his refuge at Mr. Growther's cottage, and
his quaint good Samaritan showed his sympathy by maintaining a perpetual
growl at himself and the "disjinted world" in general. But Haldane
lowered at the fire and said little.
Several successive days brought disappointment, discouragement, and even
worse. The slanderous paragraph concerning his relations with Mr.
Shrumpf was copied by the _Morning Courier,_ with even fuller and
severer comment. Occasionally upon the street and in his efforts to
procure employment, he was recognized, and aversion, scorn, or rough
dismissal followed instantly.
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