A Knight of the Nineteenth CenturyRoe, Edward Payson
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A Knight of the Nineteenth Century
Roe, Edward Payson
Fiction
The minister was evidently a conscientious man, for he had prepared his
evening discourse for his thin audience as thoroughly as he had his
morning sermon. Every word was carefully written down, and the thought
of the text was exhaustively developed. But Mrs. Arnot was too far back
to hear well. The poor man seemed weary and discouraged with the arid
wastes of empty seats over which he must scatter the seeds of truth to
no purpose. He looked dim and ghostly in the far-away pulpit, and in
spite of herself his sermon began to have the aspect of a paid
performance, the effect of which would scarcely be more appreciable than
the sighing of the wind without. The keenest theologian could not detect
the deviation of a hair from the received orthodox views, and the
majority present were evidently satisfied that his views would be
correct, for they did not give very close attention. The few plain
domestics near her dozed and nodded through the hour, and so gained some
physical preparation for the toils of the week, but their spiritual
natures were as clearly dormant as their lumpish bodies.
After the service Mrs. Arnot lingered, to see if any one would speak to
her as a stranger and ask her to come again. Such was clearly not the
habit of the congregation. She felt that her black veil, an evidence of
sorrow, was a sort of signal of distress which ought to have lured some
one to her side with a kind word or two, but beyond a few curious
glances she was unnoticed. People spoke who were acquainted, who had
been introduced to each other. As the worshippers (?) hastened out, glad
to escape to regions where living questions and interests existed, the
sexton, who had been dozing in a comfortable corner, bustled to the far
end of the church, and commenced, with an assistant, turning out the
lights on either side so rapidly that it seemed as if a wave of darkness
was following those who had come thither ostensibly seeking light.
Mrs. Arnot hastened to her carriage, where it stood under the obscuring
shadow of a tree, and was driven home sad and indignant--most indignant
at herself that she had been so absorbed in her own thoughts and life
that she had not discovered that the church to build and sustain which
she had given so liberally was scarcely better than a costly
refrigerator.
CHAPTER XXXIII
A DOUBTFUL BATTLE IN PROSPECT
The painful impression made by the evening service that has been
described acted as a rude disenchantment, and the beautiful church, to
which Mrs. Arnot had returned every Sabbath morning with increasing
pleasure, became as repulsive as it had been sacred and attractive. To
her sincere and earnest spirit anything in the nature of a sham was
peculiarly offensive; and what, she often asked herself, could be more
un-Christlike than this service which had been held in his name?
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