A Knight of the Nineteenth CenturyRoe, Edward Payson
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A Knight of the Nineteenth Century
Roe, Edward Payson
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But it often is so to a degree that cannot be too severely condemned.
The world is the most soulless of all corporations. In dealing with the
criminal or unfortunate classes it generalizes to such an extent that
exceptional cases have little chance of a special hearing. If by any
means, however, such a hearing can be obtained, the world is usually
just, and often quite generous. But in the main it says to all: "Keep
your proper places in the ranks. If you fall out, we must leave you
behind; if you make trouble, we must abate you as a nuisance." This
certainty has the effect of keeping many in their places who otherwise
would drop out and make trouble, and is, so far, wholesome. And yet, in
spite of this warning truth, the wayside of life is lined with those
who, for some reason, have become disabled and have fallen out of their
places; and miserably would many of them perish did not the Spirit of
Him who came "to seek and save the lost" animate true followers like
Mrs. Arnot, leading them likewise to go out after the lame, the wounded,
and the morally leprous.
Haldane was sorely wounded, but he chose to make his appeal wholly to
the world. Ignoring Heaven, and those on earth representing Heaven's
forgiving and saving mercy, he went out alone, in the spirit of pride
and self-confidence, to deal with those who would meet him solely on the
ground of self-interest. How this law works against such as have shown
themselves unworthy of trust, he at once began to receive abundant
proof.
He returned to the hotel whence he had just taken his mother, but the
proprietor declined to give him lodgings. It was a house that cherished
its character for quietness and eminent respectability, and a young
gambler and embezzler just out of prison would prove an ill-omened
guest. On receiving a cold and peremptory refusal to his application,
and in the presence of several others, Haldane stalked haughtily away;
but there was misgiving and faintness at his heart. Such a public rebuff
was a new and strange experience.
With set teeth and lips compressed he next resolved to go to the very
hotel where he had committed his crime, and from that starting-point
fight his way up. He found the public room more than usually well filled
with loungers, and could not help discovering, as he entered, that he
was the subject of their loud and unsavory conversation. The "Evening
Spy" had just been read, and all were very busy discussing the scandal.
As the knowledge of his presence and identity was speedily conveyed to
one and another in loud whispers, the noisy tongues ceased, and the
young man found himself the centre of an embarrassing amount of
observation. But he endeavored to give the idlers a defiant and careless
glance as he walked up to the proprietor and asked for a room.
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