Here he felt better. He was relieved of the constant fear of
encountering Peggy, and of the exasperating effervescence of Tim. He
also felt absolved from any further obligation to cultivate social
graces. So he reverted whole-heartedly to the realm of Things,
determined to eliminate People from his scheme of life for good and all.
Machinery, as Mr. Mablethorpe had said, might break your arms and legs,
but it left your heart alone.
Still, it was a black winter. Extreme tragedy is the privilege of the
very young--those of riper years do not hug tragedy to their bosoms;
they know too much about it; and in this respect Philip, for all his
twenty-eight years, was youthful, indeed. But no human experience is
without ultimate profit. Most of us have to live some portion of our
lives under circumstances which make it necessary to keep our eyes
resolutely averted from the future; and once we have acquired the
courage which this performance demands,--and it demands a great
deal,--we have acquired the most valuable asset that experience can give
us. Any one can be happy who has no doubts about the future; that is why
children laugh and sing all day; but the man who can keep a stiff upper
lip when there is no confidence in his heart can fairly count himself
one of those who have graduated with honours in the school of adversity.
During those months Philip acquired the priceless art of taking life as
it came, and, abandoning the pernicious habit of drawing upon the bank
of the Future,--his account was sadly overdrawn there already,--of
living within the income that the Present supplied to him. True, it was
a mere pittance, but he learned to live on it. Upon such foundations is
character built up.
Mr. Mablethorpe summed up the whole situation in his own fashion, when
Philip, in the course of a week-end visit, had unburdened his soul over
the last whiskey-and-soda on Saturday night.
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