_This is the letter of a man who suffers from an impediment in
his speech. I have been able to talk to you on many subjects,
but never on this--the thing that matters most in all the world_.
Peggy drew her chair a little closer.
_I might have told you all about it long ago, the letter
continued, for I have been ready to do so ever since you
gathered me up from under the car at the foot of Wickmore Hill.
But I never did. Twice I have nearly done it, and twice I have
drawn back--the first time because it seemed too soon, the
second because it seemed no use. If details would interest you,
the first time was in the early days of my convalescence at Tite
Street. I came hobbling into your drawing-room one
afternoon--and you had been crying. I suppose your father had
been inconsiderate again. Not that you showed it, but I happened
to sit down in the same chair as your handkerchief, which was
soaking. If necessary, I can produce the handkerchief as
evidence_.
Peggy gave a half-hysterical little sob.
_The second time was on Chelsea Embankment. I don't suppose you
remember_.
Then followed Philip's version of what took place on Chelsea Embankment.
Peggy smiled indulgently. She could afford to smile now.
_But now that the reason which kept you from marrying any
one--and I think it was fine of you--has been removed, I want to
reopen the subject in earnest. First of all, let me talk about
the beginning of things_....
Peggy looked up.
"I wonder why men always want to go back to the Year One when they make
love," she mused. "Tim did it, too. I suppose it is a man's idea of
showing how firmly founded his affection is. 'Established
eighteen-seventy-six'--that sort of thing!"
Then she returned to her letter.
It was a lengthy epistle, this Epistle of Theophilus. Primarily it was a
love-letter; but when you have never written a love-letter before and
never intend to write another, a good deal of secondary matter is apt to
creep in. This letter contained the whole of Philip's simple philosophy
of life; his confession of faith; the thoughts that a deeply reserved
and extremely sensitive man sets down just once, and for one eye only.
He felt that Peggy was entitled to a full and complete inventory of his
thoughts about her; so he set them all down, page by page, line by line;
not knowing that a woman as often as not chooses a man as she chooses a
house, not because of the stability of the foundations or the purity of
the water-supply, but because a quaint, old-fashioned sundial in the
garden has caught her fancy, or some oddly shaped room in an
out-of-the-way turret strikes her as the one and only site for a little
private and particular retreat of her own. But Peggy read on.
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