A Lady of Quality: Being a Most Curious, Hitherto Unknown History, as Related by Mr. Isaac Bickerstaff but Not Presented to the World of Fashion Through the Pages of The Tatler, and Now for the First Time Written DownBurnett, Frances Hodgson
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A Lady of Quality: Being a Most Curious, Hitherto Unknown History, as Related by Mr. Isaac Bickerstaff but Not Presented to the World of Fashion Through the Pages of The Tatler, and Now for the First Time Written Down
Burnett, Frances Hodgson
Nobility -- Fiction
"My love! my love!" he breathed. "My life! my life and soul!"
"My Gerald!" she cried. "My Gerald--let me say it on your breast a
thousand times!"
"My wife!" he said--"so soon my wife and all my own until life's end."
"Nay, nay," she cried, her cheek pressed to his own, "through all
eternity, for Love's life knows no end."
As it had seemed to her poor lord who had died, so it seemed to this man
who lived and so worshipped her--that the wonder of her sweetness was a
thing to marvel at with passionate reverence. Being a man of greater
mind and poetic imagination than Dunstanwolde, and being himself adored
by her, as that poor gentleman had not had the good fortune to be, he had
ten thousand-fold the power and reason to see the tender radiance of her.
As she was taller than other women, so her love seemed higher and
greater, and as free from any touch of earthly poverty of feeling as her
beauty was from any flaw. In it there could be no doubt, no pride; it
could be bounded by no limit, measured by no rule, its depths sounded by
no plummet.
His very soul was touched by her great longing to give to him the
feeling, and to feel herself, that from the hour that she had become his,
her past life was a thing blotted out.
"I am a new created thing," she said; "until you called me 'Love' I had
no life! All before was darkness. 'Twas you, my Gerald, who said, 'Let
there be light, and there was light.'"
"Hush, hush, sweet love," he said. "Your words would make me too near
God's self."
"Sure Love is God," she cried, her hands upon his shoulders, her face
uplifted. "What else? Love we know; Love we worship and kneel to; Love
conquers us and gives us Heaven. Until I knew it, I believed naught. Now
I kneel each night and pray, and pray, but to be pardoned and made
worthy."
Never before, it was true, had she knelt and prayed, but from this time
no nun in her convent knelt oftener or prayed more ardently, and her
prayer was ever that the past might be forgiven her, the future blessed,
and she taught how to so live that there should be no faintest shadow in
the years to come.
"I know not What is above me," she said. "I cannot lie and say I love It
and believe, but if there is aught, sure It must be a power which is
great, else had the world not been so strange a thing, and I--and those
who live in it--and if He made us, He must know He is to blame when He
has made us weak or evil. And He must understand why we have been so
made, and when we throw ourselves into the dust before Him, and pray for
help and pardon, surely--surely He will lend an ear! We know naught, we
have been told naught; we have but an old book which has been handed down
through strange hands and strange tongues, and may be but poor history.
We have so little, and we are threatened so; but for love's sake I will
pray the poor prayers we are given, and for love's sake there is no dust
too low for me to lie in while I plead."
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