A Lady of Quality: Being a Most Curious, Hitherto Unknown History, as Related by Mr. Isaac Bickerstaff but Not Presented to the World of Fashion Through the Pages of The Tatler, and Now for the First Time Written DownBurnett, Frances Hodgson
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A Lady of Quality: Being a Most Curious, Hitherto Unknown History, as Related by Mr. Isaac Bickerstaff but Not Presented to the World of Fashion Through the Pages of The Tatler, and Now for the First Time Written Down
Burnett, Frances Hodgson
Nobility -- Fiction
Anne lay upon her pillow, her own eyes gazing out through the ivy-hung
window of her tower at the blue sky and the fair, fleecy clouds. A flock
of snow-white doves were flying back and forth across it, and one sate
upon the window's deep ledge and cooed. All was warm and perfumed with
summer's sweetness. There seemed naught between her and the uplifting
blueness, and naught of the earth was near but the dove's deep-throated
cooing and the laughter of her Grace's children floating upward from the
garden of flowers below.
"I lie upon the brink," she said--"upon the brink, sister, and methinks
my soul is too near to God's pure justice to fear as human things fear,
and judge as earth does. She said I did no wrong. Yes, I knew."
"And knowing," her sister cried, "you came to me _that afternoon_!"
"To stand by that which lay hidden, that I might keep the rest away.
Being a poor creature and timorous and weak--"
"Weak! weak!" the duchess cried, amid a greater flood of streaming
tears--"ay, I have dared to call you so, who have the heart of a great
lioness. Oh, sweet Anne--weak!"
"'Twas love," Anne whispered. "Your love was strong, and so was mine.
That other love was not for me. I knew that my long woman's life would
pass without it--for woman's life is long, alas! if love comes not. But
you were love's self, and I worshipped you and it; and to myself I
said--praying forgiveness on my knees--that one woman should know love if
I did not. And being so poor and imperfect a thing, what mattered if I
gave my soul for you--and love, which is so great, and rules the world.
Look at the doves, sister, look at them, flying past the heavenly
blueness--and she said I did no wrong."
Her hand was wet with tears fallen upon it, as her duchess sister knelt,
and held and kissed it, sobbing.
"You knew, poor love, you knew!" she cried.
"Ay, all of it I knew," Anne said--"his torture of you and the madness of
your horror. And when he forced himself within the Panelled Parlour that
day of fate, I knew he came to strike some deadly blow; and in such
anguish I waited in my chamber for the end, that when it came not, I
crept down, praying that somehow I might come between--and I went in the
room!"
"And there--what saw you?" quoth the duchess, shuddering. "Somewhat you
must have seen, or you could not have known."
"Ay," said Anne, "and heard!" and her chest heaved.
"Heard!" cried Clorinda. "Great God of mercy!"
"The room was empty, and I stood alone. It was so still I was afraid; it
seemed so like the silence of the grave; and then there came a sound--a
long and shuddering breath--but one--and then--"
The memory brought itself too keenly back, and she fell a-shivering.
"I heard a slipping sound, and a dead hand fell on the floor-lying
outstretched, its palm turned upwards, showing beneath the valance of the
couch."
She threw her frail arms round her sister's neck, and as Clorinda clasped
her own, breathing gaspingly, they swayed together.
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