A Lady of Quality: Being a Most Curious, Hitherto Unknown History, as Related by Mr. Isaac Bickerstaff but Not Presented to the World of Fashion Through the Pages of The Tatler, and Now for the First Time Written DownBurnett, Frances Hodgson
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A Lady of Quality: Being a Most Curious, Hitherto Unknown History, as Related by Mr. Isaac Bickerstaff but Not Presented to the World of Fashion Through the Pages of The Tatler, and Now for the First Time Written Down
Burnett, Frances Hodgson
Nobility -- Fiction
had so struggled with his own surging love, and striven to bear himself
nobly, he had kept away from her, knowing that his passion was too great
and strong for any man to always hold at bay and make no sign, because at
brief instants he trembled before the thought that in her eyes he had
seen that which would have sprung to answer the same self in him if she
had been a free woman. But now when, despite her coldness, which never
melted to John Oxon, she still turned pale and seemed to fall under a
restraint on his coming, a man of sufficient high dignity to be
splendidly modest where his own merit was concerned, might well feel that
for this there must be a reason, and it might be a grave one.
So though he would not give up his suit until he was sure that 'twas
either useless or unfair, he did not press it as he would have done, but
saw his lady when he could, and watched with all the tenderness of
passion her lovely face and eyes. But one short town season passed
before he won his prize; but to poor Anne it seemed that in its passing
she lived years.
Poor woman, as she had grown thin and large-eyed in those days gone by,
she grew so again. Time in passing had taught her so much that others
did not know; and as she served her sister, and waited on her wishes, she
saw that of which no other dreamed, and saw without daring to speak, or
show by any sign, her knowledge.
The day when Lady Dunstanwolde had turned from standing among her
daffodils, and had found herself confronting the open door of her saloon,
and John Oxon passing through it, Mistress Anne had seen that in her face
and his which had given to her a shock of terror. In John Oxon's blue
eyes there had been a set fierce look, and in Clorinda's a blaze which
had been like a declaration of war; and these same looks she had seen
since that day, again and again. Gradually it had become her sister's
habit to take Anne with her into the world as she had not done before her
widowhood, and Anne knew whence this custom came. There were times when,
by use of her presence, she could avoid those she wished to thrust aside,
and Anne noted, with a cold sinking of the spirit, that the one she would
plan to elude most frequently was Sir John Oxon; and this was not done
easily. The young man's gay lightness of demeanour had changed. The few
years that had passed since he had come to pay his courts to the young
beauty in male attire, had brought experiences to him which had been
bitter enough. He had squandered his fortune, and failed to reinstate
himself by marriage; his dissipations had told upon him, and he had lost
his spirit and good-humour; his mocking wit had gained a bitterness; his
gallantry had no longer the gaiety of youth. And the woman he had loved
for an hour with youthful passion, and had dared to dream of casting
aside in boyish insolence, had risen like a phoenix, and soared high and
triumphant to the very sun itself. "He was ever base," Clorinda had
said.
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