A Lady of Quality: Being a Most Curious, Hitherto Unknown History, as Related by Mr. Isaac Bickerstaff but Not Presented to the World of Fashion Through the Pages of The Tatler, and Now for the First Time Written DownBurnett, Frances Hodgson
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A Lady of Quality: Being a Most Curious, Hitherto Unknown History, as Related by Mr. Isaac Bickerstaff but Not Presented to the World of Fashion Through the Pages of The Tatler, and Now for the First Time Written Down
Burnett, Frances Hodgson
Nobility -- Fiction
Mistress Anne did not sleep well that night, having much to distract her
mind and keep her awake, as was often in these days the case. When at
length she closed her eyes her slumber was fitful and broken by dreams,
and in the mid hour of the darkness she wakened with a start as if some
sound had aroused her. Perhaps there had been some sound, though all was
still when she opened her eyes; but in the chair by her bedside sat
Clorinda in her night-rail, her hands wrung hard together on her knee,
her black eyes staring under a brow knit into straight deep lines.
"Sister!" cried Anne, starting up in bed. "Sister!"
Clorinda slowly turned her head towards her, whereupon Anne saw that in
her face there was a look as if of horror which struggled with a grief, a
woe, too monstrous to be borne.
"Lie down, Anne," she said. "Be not afraid--'tis only I," bitterly--"who
need fear?"
Anne cowered among the pillows and hid her face in her thin hands. She
knew so well that this was true.
"I never thought the time would come," her sister said, "when I should
seek you for protection. A thing has come upon me--perhaps I shall go
mad--to-night, alone in my room, I wanted to sit near a woman--'twas not
like me, was it?"
Mistress Anne crept near the bed's edge, and stretching forth a hand,
touched hers, which were as cold as marble.
"Stay with me, sister," she prayed. "Sister, do not go! What--what can
I say?"
"Naught," was the steady answer. "There is naught to be said. You were
always a woman--I was never one--till now."
She rose up from her chair and threw up her arms, pacing to and fro.
"I am a desperate creature," she cried. "Why was I born?"
She walked the room almost like a thing mad and caged.
"Why was I thrown into the world?" striking her breast. "Why was I made
so--and not one to watch or care through those mad years? To be given a
body like this--and tossed to the wolves."
She turned to Anne, her arms outstretched, and so stood white and strange
and beauteous as a statue, with drops like great pearls running down her
lovely cheeks, and she caught her breath sobbingly, like a child.
"I was thrown to them," she wailed piteously, "and they harried me--and
left the marks of their great teeth--and of the scars I cannot rid
myself--and since it was my fate--pronounced from my first hour--why was
not this," clutching her breast, "left hard as 'twas at first? Not a
woman's--not a woman's, but a she-cub's. Ah! 'twas not just--not just
that it should be so!"
Anne slipped from her bed and ran to her, falling upon her knees and
clinging to her, weeping bitterly.
"Poor heart!" she cried. "Poor, dearest heart!"
Her touch and words seemed to recall Clorinda to herself. She started as
if wakened from a dream, and drew her form up rigid.
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