American fiction -- 19th century; Manners and customs -- Fiction
It is a delicate question whether Miss Hofmann now ceased to be
perplexed; whether she discerned in the young man's accents--it was his
tone, his attitude, his eyes that were fully significant, rather than
his words--an intimation of that sublime and simple truth in the
presence of which a wise woman puts off coquetry and prudery, and stands
invested with perfect charity. But charity is nothing if not discreet;
and Miss Hofmann may very well have effected the little transaction I
speak of, and yet have remained, as she did remain, gracefully wrapped
in her shawl, with the same serious smile on her face. Ferdinand's heart
was thumping under his waistcoat; the words in which he might tell her
that he loved her were fluttering there like frightened birds in a
storm-shaken cage. Whether his lips would form them or not depended on
the next words she uttered. On the faintest sign of defiance or of
impatience he would really give her something to coquet withal. I repeat
that I do not undertake to follow Miss Hofmann's feelings; I only know
that her words were those of a woman of great instincts. "My dear
Colonel Mason," she said, "I wish we might remain here the whole
evening. The moments are quite too pleasant to be wantonly sacrificed.
I simply put you on your conscience. If you believe that you can safely
do so,--that you'll not have some dreadful chill in consequence,--let us
by all means stay awhile. If you do not so believe, let us go back to
the carriage. There is no good reason, that I see, for our behaving like
children."
If Miss Hofmann apprehended a scene,--I do not assert that she did,--she
was saved. Mason extracted from her words a delicate assurance that he
could afford to wait. "You're an angel, Miss Hofmann," he said, as a
sign that this kindly assurance had been taken. "I think we had better
go back."
Miss Hofmann accordingly led the way along: the path, and Ferdinand
slowly followed. A man who has submitted to a woman's wisdom generally
feels bound to persuade himself that he has surrendered at discretion. I
suppose it was in this spirit that Mason said to himself as he walked
along, "Well, I got what I wanted."
The next morning he was again an invalid. He woke up with symptoms which
as yet he had scarcely felt at all; and he was obliged to acknowledge
the bitter truth that, small as it was, his adventure had exceeded his
strength. The walk, the evening air, the dampness of the spot, had
combined to produce a violent attack of fever. As soon as it became
plain that, in vulgar terms, he was "in for it," he took his heart in
his hands and succumbed. As his condition grew worse, he was fortunately
relieved from the custody of this valuable organ, with all it contained
of hopes delayed and broken projects, by several intervals of prolonged
unconsciousness.
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