Architects -- Fiction; Castles -- Conservation and restoration -- Fiction; Love stories; Wessex (England) -- Fiction
Onward and upward they went, the same pattern and colour of tree
repeating themselves endlessly, till in a couple of hours they reached
the castle hill which was to be the end of their journey, and beheld
stretched beneath them the valley of the Murg. They alighted and entered
the fortress.
‘What did you mean by that look of kindness you bestowed upon me just
now, when I said you agreed with me on all subjects but one?’ asked
De Stancy half humorously, as he held open a little door for her, the
others having gone ahead.
‘I meant, I suppose, that I was much obliged to you for not requiring
agreement on that one subject,’ she said, passing on.
‘Not more than that?’ said De Stancy, as he followed her. ‘But whenever
I involuntarily express towards you sentiments that there can be no
mistaking, you seem truly compassionate.’
‘If I seem so, I feel so.’
‘If you mean no more than mere compassion, I wish you would show nothing
at all, for your mistaken kindness is only preparing more misery for me
than I should have if let alone to suffer without mercy.’
‘I implore you to be quiet, Captain De Stancy! Leave me, and look out
of the window at the view here, or at the pictures, or at the armour, or
whatever it is we are come to see.’
‘Very well. But pray don’t extract amusement from my harmless remarks.
Such as they are I mean them.’
She stopped him by changing the subject, for they had entered an
octagonal chamber on the first floor, presumably full of pictures and
curiosities; but the shutters were closed, and only stray beams of light
gleamed in to suggest what was there.
‘Can’t somebody open the windows?’ said Paula.
‘The attendant is about to do it,’ said her uncle; and as he spoke the
shutters to the east were flung back, and one of the loveliest views in
the forest disclosed itself outside.
Some of them stepped out upon the balcony. The river lay along the
bottom of the valley, irradiated with a silver shine. Little rafts of
pinewood floated on its surface like tiny splinters, the men who steered
them not appearing larger than ants.
Paula stood on the balcony, looking for a few minutes upon the sight,
and then came into the shadowy room, where De Stancy had remained. While
the rest were still outside she resumed: ‘You must not suppose that I
shrink from the subject you so persistently bring before me. I respect
deep affection--you know I do; but for me to say that I have any such
for you, of the particular sort you only will be satisfied with, would
be absurd. I don’t feel it, and therefore there can be nothing between
us. One would think it would be better to feel kindly towards you than
to feel nothing at all. But if you object to that I’ll try to feel
nothing.’
‘I don’t really object to your sympathy,’ said De Stancy, rather struck
by her seriousness. ‘But it is very saddening to think you can feel
nothing more.’
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