It was quite true that De Stancy at the present period of his existence wished only to escape from the hurly-burly of active life, and to win the affection of Paula Power. There were, however, occasions when a recollection of his old renunciatory vows would obtrude itself upon him, and tinge his present with wayward bitterness. So much was this the case that a day or two after they had arrived at Mainz he could not refrain from making remarks almost prejudicial to his cause, saying to her, ‘I am unfortunate in my situation. There are, unhappily, worldly reasons why I should pretend to love you, even if I do not: they are so strong that, though really loving you, perhaps they enter into my thoughts of you.’ ‘I don’t want to know what such reasons are,’ said Paula, with promptness, for it required but little astuteness to discover that he alluded to the alienated Wessex home and estates. ‘You lack tone,’ she gently added: ‘that’s why the situation of affairs seems distasteful to you.’ ‘Yes, I suppose I am ill. And yet I am well enough.’ These remarks passed under a tree in the public gardens during an odd minute of waiting for Charlotte and Mrs. Goodman; and he said no more to her in private that day. Few as her words had been he liked them better than any he had lately received. The conversation was not resumed till they were gliding ‘between the banks that bear the vine,’ on board one of the Rhine steamboats, which, like the hotels in this early summer time, were comparatively free from other English travellers; so that everywhere Paula and her party were received with open arms and cheerful countenances, as among the first swallows of the season. The saloon of the steamboat was quite empty, the few passengers being outside; and this paucity of voyagers afforded De Stancy a roomy opportunity. Paula saw him approach her, and there appearing in his face signs that he would begin again on the eternal subject, she seemed to be struck with a sense of the ludicrous. De Stancy reddened. ‘Something seems to amuse you,’ he said. ‘It is over,’ she replied, becoming serious. ‘Was it about me, and this unhappy fever in me?’ ‘If I speak the truth I must say it was.’ ‘You thought, “Here’s that absurd man again, going to begin his daily supplication.”’ ‘Not “absurd,”’ she said, with emphasis; ‘because I don’t think it is absurd.’ She continued looking through the windows at the Lurlei Heights under which they were now passing, and he remained with his eyes on her. ‘May I stay here with you?’ he said at last. ‘I have not had a word with you alone for four-and-twenty hours.’ ‘You must be cheerful, then.’ ‘You have said such as that before. I wish you would say “loving” instead of “cheerful.”’ ‘Yes, I know, I know,’ she responded, with impatient perplexity. ‘But why must you think of me--me only? Is there no other woman in the world who has the power to make you happy? I am sure there must be.’ ‘Perhaps there is; but I have never seen her.’