A Lear of the Steppes, etc.Turgenev, Ivan Sergeevich
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A Lear of the Steppes, etc.
Turgenev, Ivan Sergeevich
Russia -- Social life and customs -- Fiction; Turgenev, Ivan Sergeevich, 1818-1883 -- Translations into English
She spoke French and German fairly well; but one could easily see,
in everything she did, that she had not from childhood been brought
up under a woman’s care, and that she had had a curious, irregular
education that had nothing in common with Gagin’s bringing up. He was,
in spite of the Vandyck hat and the blouse, so thoroughly every inch
of him the soft, half-effeminate Great Russian nobleman, while she was
not like the young girl of the same class. In all her movements there
was a certain restlessness. The wild stock had not long been grafted,
the new wine was still fermenting. By nature modest and timid, she
was exasperated by her own shyness, and in her exasperation tried
to force herself to be bold and free and easy, in which she was not
always successful. I sometimes began to talk to her about her life in
Russia, about her past; she answered my questions reluctantly. I found
out, however, that before going abroad she had lived a long while in
the country. I came upon her once, intent on a book, alone. With her
head on her hands and her fingers thrust into her hair, she was eagerly
devouring the lines.
‘Bravo!’ I said, going up to her; ‘how studious you are!’ She raised
her head, and looked gravely and severely at me. ‘You think I can do
nothing but laugh,’ she said, and was about to go away.…
I glanced at the title of the book; it was some French novel.
‘I can’t commend your choice, though,’ I observed.
‘What am I to read then?’ she cried; and flinging the book on the
table, she added--‘so I’d better go and play the fool,’ and ran out
into the garden.
That same day, in the evening, I was reading Gagin _Hermann und
Dorothea_. Acia at first kept fidgeting about us, then all at once she
stopped, listened, softly sat down by me, and heard the reading through
to the end. The next day I hardly knew her again, till I guessed it had
suddenly occurred to her to be as domestic and discreet as Dorothea.
In fact I saw her as a half-enigmatic creature. Vain, self-conscious to
the last degree, she attracted me even when I was irritated by her. Of
one thing only I felt more and more convinced; and that was, that she
was not Gagin’s sister. His manner with her was not like a brother’s,
it was too affectionate, too considerate, and at the same time a little
constrained.
A curious incident apparently confirmed my suspicions.
One evening, when I reached the vineyard where the Gagins lived, I
found the gate fastened. Without losing much time in deliberation, I
made my way to a broken-down place I had noticed before in the hedge
and jumped over it. Not far from this spot there was a little arbour
of acacias on one side of the path. I got up to it and was just about
to pass it.… Suddenly I was struck by Acia’s voice passionately and
tearfully uttering the following words:
‘No, I’ll love no one but you, no, no, I will love you only, for ever!’
‘Come, Acia, calm yourself,’ said Gagin; ‘you know I believe you.’
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