A Lear of the Steppes, etc.Turgenev, Ivan Sergeevich
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A Lear of the Steppes, etc.
Turgenev, Ivan Sergeevich
Russia -- Social life and customs -- Fiction; Turgenev, Ivan Sergeevich, 1818-1883 -- Translations into English
an old-fashioned set of blown green and blue glasses, just discernible
through the dust. And I have had hung on the wall that portrait of a
woman--you remember, in the black frame?--that you used to call the
portrait of Manon Lescaut. It has got rather darker in these nine
years; but the eyes have the same pensive, sly, and tender look, the
lips have the same capricious, melancholy smile, and the half-plucked
rose falls as softly as ever from her slender fingers. I am greatly
amused by the blinds in my room. They were once green, but have been
turned yellow by the sun; on them are depicted, in dark colours,
scenes from d’Arlencourt’s _Hermit_. On one curtain the hermit, with
an immense beard, goggle-eyes, and sandals on his feet, is carrying
off a young lady with dishevelled locks to the mountains. On another
one, there is a terrific combat going on between four knights wearing
birettas, and with puffs on their shoulders; one, much foreshortened,
lies slain--in fact, there are pictures of all sorts of horrors, while
all about there is such unbroken peace, and the blinds themselves
throw such soft light on the ceiling.… A sort of inward calm has come
upon me since I have been settled here; one wants to do nothing, one
wants to see no one, one looks forward to nothing, one is too lazy for
thought, but not too lazy for musing; two different things, as you know
well. Memories of childhood, at first, came flooding upon me--wherever
I went, whatever I looked at, they surged up on all sides, distinct,
to the smallest detail, and, as it were, immovable, in their clearly
defined outlines.… Then these memories were succeeded by others, then …
then I gradually turned away from the past, and all that was left was
a sort of drowsy heaviness in my heart. Fancy! as I was sitting on the
dike, under a willow, I suddenly and unexpectedly burst out crying,
and should have gone on crying a long while, in spite of my advanced
years, if I had not been put to shame by a passing peasant woman, who
stared at me with curiosity, then, without turning her face towards me,
gave a low bow from the waist, and passed on. I should be very glad
to remain in the same mood (I shan’t do any more crying, of course)
till I go away from here; that is, till September, and should be very
sorry if any of my neighbours should take it into his head to call
on me. However there is no danger, I fancy, of that; I have no near
neighbours here. You will understand me, I’m sure; you know yourself,
by experience, how often solitude is beneficial … I need it now after
wanderings of all sorts.
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