A Life for a Life, Volume 1 (of 3)Craik, Dinah Maria Mulock
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A Life for a Life, Volume 1 (of 3)
Craik, Dinah Maria Mulock
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"You will understand now, Doctor Urquhart, and I wish to name it as
a sort of apology for former close questioning, my extreme horror of
drunkenness, and my satisfaction at finding that Mr. Treherne has no
propensity in this direction."
I answered:--
"Certainly not; that, with all the temptations of a mess-table, to take
much wine was, with him, a thing exceedingly rare."
"Rare! I thought you said he never drank at all?"
"I said he was no drunkard, nor at all in the habit of drinking."
"Habits grow, we know not how," cried the old man, irritably. "Does he
take it every day?"
"I suppose so. Most military men do."
Mr. Johnston turned sharp upon me.
"I must have no modifications, Doctor Urquhart. Can you declare
positively that you never saw Captain Treherne the worse for liquor?"
To answer this question directly was impossible. I tried to remove the
impression I had unfortunately given, and which the old man had taken up
so unexpectedly and fiercely, by enlarging on the brave manner in which
Treherne had withstood many a lure to evil ways.
"You cannot deceive me, sir. I must have the truth."
I was on the point of telling him to seek it from Treherne himself,
when, remembering the irritation of the old man, and the hotheaded
imprudence of the young one, I thought it would be safer to bear the
brunt myself.
I informed Mr. Johnston of the two only instances when I had seen
Treherne not himself. Once after twenty-four hours in the trenches, when
unlimited brandy could hardly keep life in our poor fellows, and again
when Miss Lisabel herself must be his excuse.
"Lisabel? Do not name her. Sir, I would rather see a daughter of mine in
her grave, than the wife of a drunkard."
"Which, allow me to assert, Captain Treherne is not, and is never likely
to be."
Mr. Johnston shook his head incredulously. I became more and more
convinced about the justness of my conjecture about his past life, which
delicacy forbade me to enquire into, or to use as any argument against
his harshness now. I began to feel seriously uneasy.
"Mr. Johnston," I said, "would you for this accidental error--"
I paused, seeing at the door a young lady's face, Miss Theodora's.
"Papa, tea is waiting."
"Let it wait then: shut the door. Well, sir?"
I repeated, would he, for one accidental error, condemn the young man
entirely?
"He has condemned himself; he has taken the first step, and his downward
course will be swift and sudden. There is no stopping it, sir," and he
struck his hand on the table. "If I had a son, and he liked wine, as a
child does, perhaps; a pretty little boy, sitting at table and drinking
healths at birthdays, or a schoolboy, proud to do what he sees his
father doing,--I would take his glass from him, and fill it with poison,
deadly poison--that he might kill himself at once, rather than grow up
to be his friends' and his own damnation--a _drunkard_."
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