A Life for a Life, Volume 1 (of 3)Craik, Dinah Maria Mulock
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A Life for a Life, Volume 1 (of 3)
Craik, Dinah Maria Mulock
Fiction
Happily, they are only the bride's friends. Sir William and Lady Augusta
Treherne cannot come, and Augustus does not care a straw for asking
anybody. He says he only wants his Lisa. His Lisa unfortunately requires
a few trifles more to constitute her bridal happiness; a wreath, a veil,
a breakfast, and six bridesmaids in Indian muslin. Rather cold, for
autumn, but which she says she cannot give up on any account, since a
wedding day comes but once, and she has been looking forward to her's
ever since she was born.
A wedding-day! Probably there are few of us who have not speculated on
it a little, as the day which, of all others, is the most decisive in a
woman's life. I am not ashamed to confess having occasionally thought
of mine. A foolish dream that comes and goes with one's teens; imagined
paradise of utterly impossible joy, to be shared with some paragon of
equally impossible perfection--I could sit and laugh at it now, if the
laughter were not bitterer than tears..
There, after writing this, I went and pulled down my hair, and tied it
under my chin to prevent cold--oh! most prudent five-and-twenty--leant
my elbow on the window-sill, in the old attitude of fifteen, staring up
at the moon and out across the firwoods for a long time. Returning, I
have re-lit my candle, and taken once more to my desk, and I say again,
O inquisitive moon, that this has been a pleasant day.
It was one of our quiet Rockmount Sundays, which Doctor Urquhart says he
enjoys so much. Poor Lisabel's last Sunday but one.
She will be married to-morrow week. We had our indispensable lover to
dinner, and Doctor Urquhart also. Papa told me to ask him as we were
coming out of the church. In spite of the distance, he often attends our
church now--at which papa seems gratified.
I delivered the message, which was not received with as much warmth as I
thought it ought to have been, considering that it came from an elderly
gentleman, who does not often pay a younger man than himself the
compliment of liking his society. I was turning away, saying I concluded
he had some better engagement, when Doctor Urquhart replied quickly:--
"No, indeed. That were impossible."
"Will you come then? Pray don't, if you dislike it."
For I was vexed at a certain hesitation and uneasiness in his manner,
which implied this; when I had been so glad to bring him the invitation
and had taken the trouble to cross half the church-yard after him, in
order to deliver it; which I certainly would not have done for a person
whom everybody liked.
N.B. This may be one of the involuntary reasons for my liking Doctor
Urquhart; that papa and I myself are the only two persons of our
family who unite in that opinion. Lisabel makes fun of him; Penelope
is scarcely civil to him; but that is because Francis, coming down last
week for a day, took a violent aversion to him.
I heard the girls laughing within a stone's throw of where we stood.
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