A Life for a Life, Volume 1 (of 3)Craik, Dinah Maria Mulock
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A Life for a Life, Volume 1 (of 3)
Craik, Dinah Maria Mulock
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I wonder if Doctor Urquhart thinks so. He looked at her closely, more
than once, when we were speaking about Francis. He and she would have
many meeting points of interest, if they only knew it, and talked much
together. She is not very sweet to him, but that would not matter; he
only values people for what they are, and not for the manner in which
they behave to himself. Perhaps, if they were better acquainted,
Penelope might prove a better friend for him than the "little lady."
"Little lady!" that is just such a name as one would give to an idle,
useless butterfly-creature, of no value but as an amusement, a plaything
of leisure-hours; in time of business or care to be altogether set aside
and forgotten.
Does he think me that? If he does--why, let him.
A fine proof of how dull Rockmount is, and how little I have to write
about when I go on scribbling such trivialities as these. If no better
subjects can be found, I shall give up my journal. Meantime, I intend
next week to begin a serious course of study, in history, Latin and
German, for the latter, instead of desultory reading, I shall try
written translations, probably from my favourite, Wallenstein.--To
think that anybody should have been ignorant even of the name of Max
Piccolomini! He always was my ideal of a hero,--faithful, trustful,
brave, and infinitely loving; yet able to renounce love itself for the
sake of conscience.--And then, once a-week I shall have a long letter to
write to Lisabel--I who never had a regular correspondence in my life.
It will be almost as good as Penelope's with Francis Char-teris.
At last, I hear Penelope dismiss her maiden, bolt the door, and settle
for the night. When, for a wonder, she finds herself alone and quiet,
with nothing to do, and nobody to lecture,--I wonder what Penelope
thinks about? Is it Francis? Do people in their position always think
about one another the last thing? Probably. When all the day's cares and
pleasures are ended, and the rest of the world shut out, the heart would
naturally turn to the only one in whom, next to Heaven, is its real
rest, its best comfort, closer than either friend, or brother, or sister
--less another person than half itself?
No sentiment! Go to bed, Theodora.
CHAPTER XI. HIS STORY.
I had almost given up writing here. Is it wise to begin again? Yet,
to-day, in the silent hut, with the east wind howling outside almost
as fiercely as it used to howl last winter over the steppes of the
Caucasus, one must do something, if only to kill time.
Usually, I have little need for that resource; this barrack business
engrosses every leisure hour.
The commander-in-chief has at length promised a commission of inquiry,
if sufficient data can be supplied to him to warrant it. I have,
therefore, been collecting evidence from every barrack in the United
Kingdom,--and visiting personally all within a day or two days' leave
from the camp. The most important were those of the metropolis.
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