A Life for a Life, Volume 1 (of 3)Craik, Dinah Maria Mulock
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A Life for a Life, Volume 1 (of 3)
Craik, Dinah Maria Mulock
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There may be more beauty--I have heard there is, in the upper class of
Englishwomen than in any race of women on the globe. But a step lower in
rank, less smoothly cosmopolitan, more provincially and honestly Saxon;
reserved, yet frank; simple, yet gay, would be the Englishwoman of one's
heart. The man who dare open his eyes, fearlessly, to the beauties of
such an one--seek her in a virtuous middle-class home, ask her of her
proud father and mother; then win her and take her, joyfully, to sit by
his happy hearth, wife--matron--_mother_---- I forget how that sentence
was to have ended; however, it is of little consequence. It was caused
partly by some reflection on this club-life, and another darker side of
it, of which I caught some glimpses when I was in London.
We finished the evening at the theatre pleasantly. In the sort of
atmosphere we were in, harmless enough, but glaring, unquiet, and
unhome-like, I was scarcely surprised that Mr. Charteris did not once
name the friends at whose house I first met him; indeed, he seemed
to avoid the slightest approach to the subject. Only once, as we were
pushing together, side by side, into the cool night air, he asked me, in
a low hurried tone, if I had been to Rock-mount lately? He had heard I
was present at the marriage.
I believe I made some remark about his absence being much regretted that
day.
"Yes---yes. Shall you be there soon?"
The question was put with an anxiety, which my answer in the negative
evidently relieved.
"Oh, then--I need send no message. I thought you were very intimate. A
charming family--a very charming family."
His eyes were wandering to some ladies of fashion who had recognised
him--whom he put into their carriage with that polite assiduity which
seems an instinct with him, and in the crowd we lost sight of Mr.
Charteris.
Twice afterwards I saw him; once, driving in the park with two ladies
in a coroneted carriage: and again walking in the dusk of the afternoon
down Kensington-road. This time he started, gave me the slightest
recognition possible, and walked on faster than ever. He need not have
feared:--I had no wish or intention of resuming our acquaintance.
The more I hear of him, the more increases my surprise--nay, even not
unmixed with anxiety--at his position, in the family at Rockmount.
*****
Here I was suddenly called out to a bad accident case, some miles across
the country; whence I have only returned in time for bed.
It was impossible to do anything for the poor fellow; one of Granton's
labourers, who knew me by sight. I could only wait till all was over,
and the widow a little composed.
At her urgent request, I sent a note to Rockmount, hard by, begging Miss
Johnston would let her know if there had been heard anything of
Lydia--a daughter, once in service with the Johnstons, afterwards in
London--now--as the poor old mother mournfully expressed it--"gone
wrong."
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