A Life for a Life, Volume 1 (of 3)Craik, Dinah Maria Mulock
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A Life for a Life, Volume 1 (of 3)
Craik, Dinah Maria Mulock
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Altogether a gay and pretty scene. Grave persons might possibly eschew
it or condemn it--but no, a large liberal spirit judges all things
liberally, and would never see evil in anything but sin.
I sat--enjoying all I could. But more than once ghastly imaginations
intruded--picturing these young officers otherwhere than here, with
their merry moustached faces pressed upon the reddened grass, their
goodly limbs lopped and mangled, or worse, themselves, their kindly,
lightsome selves, changed into what soldiers are--must be--in battle,
fiends rather than men, bound to execute that slaughter which is the
absolute necessity of war. To be the slain or the slayer--which is most
horrible? To think of a familiar hand--brother's or husband's--dropping
down powerless, nothing but clay; or of clasping, kissing it, returned
with red blood upon it--the blood of some one else's husband or brother!
To have gone on pondering thus would have been dangerous. Happily, I
stopped myself before all self-control was gone.
The first singer was a slim youth, who, facing the footlights with an
air of fierce determination, and probably more inward cowardice than
he would have felt towards a regiment of Russians, gave us, in a rather
uncertain tenor, his resolution to "love no more,"--which was vehemently
applauded--and vanished. Next came "The Chough and Crow," executed very
independently, none of the vocalists being agreed as to their "opening
day." Afterwards, the first soprano, a professional, informed us
with shrill expression, that--"Oh, yes, she must have something to
love,"--which I am sure I hope she had, poor body! There was a duet, of
some sort, and then the _primo tenore_ came on for an Italian song.
Poor youth!--a fourth-rate opera-singer might have done it better;
but 'tis mean to criticise: he did his best; and when, after a grand
roulade, he popped down, with all his heart and lungs, upon the last
note, there arose a cordial English cheer, to which he responded with
an awkward duck of the head, and a delighted smile; very unprofessional,
but altogether pleasant and natural.
The evening was now half over. Mrs. Granton thought I was looking tired,
and Colin wrapped my feet up in his fur coat, for it was very cold. They
were afraid I was not enjoying myself, so I bent my whole appreciative
faculties to the comical-faced young officer who skipped forward, hugging
his violin, which he played with such total self-oblivious enjoyment
that he was the least nervous and the most successful of all the
amateurs; the timid young officer with the splendid bass voice, who was
always losing his place and putting his companions out; and the solemn
young officer who marched up to the piano-forte as if it were a Redan,
and pounded away at a heavy sonata as if' feeling that England expected
him to do his duty; which he did, and was deliberately retreating, when,
in that free-and-easy way with which audience and stage intermingled,
some one called him:--
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