A Life for a Life, Volume 2 (of 3)Craik, Dinah Maria Mulock
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A Life for a Life, Volume 2 (of 3)
Craik, Dinah Maria Mulock
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“To-morrow will indeed be too late: Augustus said so distinctly. The
appointment will be given to some one else--and then--”
“And then, you acute, logical and businesslike young lady?”
There was no time for ultra-delicacy. “And then you may not be able to
marry Penelope for ten more years.”
“Penelope will be exceedingly obliged to you for suggesting the
possibility, and taking me to task for it in this way--such a child as
you?”
Am I a child? but it mattered not to him how old I seem to have grown.
Nor did his satirical tone vex me as it once might have done.
“Forgive me,” I said; “I did not mean to take you to task. But it is
not your own happiness alone which is at stake, and Penelope is my
sister.”
Strange to say, he was not offended. Perhaps, if Penelope had
sometimes spoken her mind to him, instead of everlastingly adoring
him, he might have been the better for it.
Francis sighed, and made another scribble on his paper--“Do you think,
you who seem to be well acquainted with your sister's mind, that
Penelope would be exceedingly unhappy if--if I were to decline this
appointment?”
“Decline--oh!--you're jesting.”
“Not at all. The governorship looks far finer than it is. A hot
climate--and I detest warm weather: no society--and I should lose all
my London enjoyments--give up all my friends and acquaintance.”
“So would Penelope.”
“So would Penelope, as you say. But--”
“But women count that as nothing--they are used to it. Easy for them
to renounce home and country, kindred and friends, and follow a
man to the ends of the earth. Quite natural, and they ought to be
exceedingly obliged to him for taking them.”
He looked at me; then begged me not to fly into a passion, as somebody
might hear.
I said he might trust me for that; I would rather not, for his
sake--for all our sakes, that anybody did hear--and then the thought
of Penelope's gay letter suddenly choked me.
“Don't cry, Dora--I never could bear to see a girl cry. I am very
sorry. Heaven help me! was there ever such an unfortunate fellow born?
but it is all circumstances: I have been the sport of circumstances
during my whole life. No, you need not contradict. What the devil do
you torment me for?”
I have thought since, how great must have been the dormant irritation
and excitement which could have forced that ugly word out of the
elegant lips of Francis Charteris. And, the smile being off it, I saw
a face, haggard and sallow with anxiety.
I told him, as gently as I could, that the only thing wanted of him
was to make up his mind, either way.--If he saw good reasons for
declining--why, decline; Penelope would be content.
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