A Life for a Life, Volume 2 (of 3)Craik, Dinah Maria Mulock
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A Life for a Life, Volume 2 (of 3)
Craik, Dinah Maria Mulock
Fiction
And just then it chanced that papa and Augustus were seen passing the
window. I was well nigh doing, great mischief by forgetting, for the
moment, how that the name of the place was Salisbury. It would never
have done to hurt papa even by the mention of Salisbury, so I let him
go by. I then called in my brother-in-law, and at once, without an
instant's delay, put the question.
He utterly and instantly denied having said any such thing. But
afterwards, just in time to prevent a serious fracas between him and
Francis, he suddenly burst out laughing violently.
“I have it, and if it isn't one of the best jokes going! Once, when I
was chaffing Urquhart about marrying, I told him he 'looked as savage,
as if he had a wife and six children hidden somewhere on Salisbury
Plain.' And I dare say afterwards, I told some fellow at the camp, who
told somebody else, and so it got round.”
“And that was all?”
“'Upon my word of honour, Granton, that was all.”
Mr. Charteris said, he was exceedingly happy to hear it. They all
seemed to consider it a capital joke, and in the midst of their mirth
I slipped out.
But, the thing ended, my courage gave way. O the wickedness of this
world and of the men in it! Oh! if there were any human being to speak
to, to trust, to lean upon! I laid my head in my hands and cried. If
he could know how bitterly I have cried.
* * * * *
New Year's night.
Feeling wakeful, I will just put down the remaining occurrences of
this New Year's day.
When I was writing the last line, Lisa knocked at the door.
“Dora, Dr. Urquhart is in the library; make haste, if you care to see
him; he says he can only stop half an hour.”
So, after a minute, I shut and locked my desk. Only half an hour!
I have the credit of “flying into a passion,” as Francis says, about
things that vex and annoy me. Things that wound, that stab to the
heart, affect me quite differently. Then, I merely say “yes,” or
“no,” or “of' course,” and go about quietly, as if nothing were amiss.
Probably, did there come any mortal blow, I should be like one of
those poor soldiers one hears of, who, being shot, will stand up as
if unhurt, or even fight on for a minute or so, then suddenly drop
down--dead.
I fastened my neck-ribbon, smoothed my hair, and descended. I knew I
should have entered the library all proper, and put out my hand. Ah!
he should not--he ought not, that night--this very same right hand.
I mean to say, I should have met Doctor Urquhart exactly as usual, had
I not, just in the corridor, entering from the garden, come upon him
and Colin Granton in close talk.
“How do you do?” and “It is a very cold morning.” Then they passed
on. I have since thought that their haste was Colin's doing. He looked
confused, as if it were a confidential conversation I had interrupted,
which very probably it was. I hope, not the incident of the morning,
for it would vex Doctor Urquhart so; and blunt as Colin is, his kind
heart teaches him tact, oftentimes.
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