A Life for a Life, Volume 2 (of 3)Craik, Dinah Maria Mulock
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A Life for a Life, Volume 2 (of 3)
Craik, Dinah Maria Mulock
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You had a cough in autumn, and your eyes are apt to get that bright,
limpid look, dilated pupils, with a dark shade under the lower
eye-lid, which is supposed to indicate the consumptive tendency.
Myself, I differ; believing it in you, as in many others, merely to
indicate that which for want of a clearer term we call the nervous
temperament; exquisitely sensitive, and liable to slight derangements,
yet healthy and strong at the core. I see no trace of disease in you,
no reason why, even fragile as you are, you should not live to be
an old woman. That is, if treated as you ought to be, judiciously,
tenderly; watched over, cared for, given a peaceful, cheerful life
with plenty of love in it. Plenty of anxieties also, maybe; no one
could shield you from these--but the love would counter-balance all,
and you would feel that--you should feel it--I could make you feel it.
I must find out what has ailed you and who has been attending you.
Doctor Black, probably. You disliked him, had almost a terror of him,
I know. Yet they would of course have placed you in his hands, my
little tender thing, my dove, my flower. It makes me mad.
Forgive! Forgive also that word “my,” though in one sense you are even
now mine. No one understands you as I do, or loves you. Not selfishly
either; most solemnly do I here protest that if I could find myself
now your father or your brother, through the natural tie of blood,
which for ever prevents any other, I would rejoice in it, rather than
part with you, rather than that you should slip away like Dallas, and
bless my eyes no more.
You see now what you are to me, that a mere apparition of your little
face at a window, could move me thus.
I must go to work now. To-morrow I shall have found out all about you.
*****
I wish you to know how the discovery was made; since, be assured,
I have ever guarded against the remotest possibility of friends or
strangers finding out my secret, or gossipping neighbours coupling my
name with yours.
Therefore, instead of going to Mrs. Granton,
I paid a visit to Widow Cartwright, whom I had news to give concerning
her daughter. And here, lest at any time evil or careless tongues
should bring you a garbled statement, let me just name all I have had
to do with this matter of Lydia Cartwright, which your sister once
spoke of as my “impertinent interference.”
Widow Cartwright, in her trouble, begged me to try and learn something
about her child, who had disappeared from the family where by Miss
Johnston's recommendation, she went as parlour-maid, and in spite of
various inquiries set on foot by Mr. Charteris and others, had, to
your sister's great regret, never more been heard of. She was believed
not to be dead, for she once or twice sent money to her mother; and
lately she was seen in a private box at the theatre by a person named
Turton, who recognized her, having often dined at the house where
she once was servant. This information was what I had to give to her
mother.
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