A Life for a Life, Volume 3 (of 3)Craik, Dinah Maria Mulock
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A Life for a Life, Volume 3 (of 3)
Craik, Dinah Maria Mulock
Fiction
"Give Doctor Urquhart my love--tell him, I know he will take care of
you. And child"--turning round once again with her "practical" look
that I knew so well, "Remember, I have written 'Miss Johnston,' on your
boxes. Afterwards, be sure that you alter the name. Good-bye,--nonsense,
it is not really goodbye."
Ay, but it was. For how many, many years?
In that dark, gloomy, London church, which a thundery mist made darker
and stiller--I first saw again my dear Max.
Mrs. Ansdell said, lest I should be startled and shocked, that it was
only the sight of me which overcame him; that he was really better. And
so when, after the first few minutes, he asked me, hesitatingly, "if I
did not find him much altered?" I answered boldly, "No! that I should
soon get accustomed to his grey hair; besides, I never remembered
him either particularly handsome or particularly young." At which he
smiled--and then I knew again my own Max! and all things ceased to feel
so mournfully strange.
We went into one of the far pews, and Max tried on my ring. How his
hands shook! so much that all my trembling passed away, and a great calm
came over me. Yes--I had done right. He had nobody but me.
So we sat, side by side, neither of us speaking a word, until the
pew-opener came to say the clergyman was ready.
There were several other couples waiting to be married at the same
time--who had bridesmaids, and friends, and fathers. We three walked
up and took our places--there was no one to pay heed to us. I saw the
verger whisper something to Max--to which he answered "Yes," and the
old man came and stood behind Mrs. Ansdell and me. A few other folk were
dotted about in the pews, but I only noticed them as moving figures, and
distinguished none.
The service began--which I--indeed we both--had last heard at Lisabel's
wedding--in our pretty church, all flower-adorned, she looking so
handsome and happy, with her sisters near her, and her father to give
her away. For a moment I felt very desolate: and hearing a pew-door open
and a footstep come slowly up the aisle, I trembled with a vague fear
that something might happen, something which even at the last moment
might part Max and me.
But it did not; I heard him repeat the solemn promises--how dare any one
make them lightly, or break them afterwards! to "_love, comfort, honor
and keep me, in sickness and in health, and, forsaking all other, keep
me only unto him, so long as we both should live_" And I felt that I
also, out of the entire trust I had in him, and the great love I bore
him, could cheerfully forsake all other, father, sisters, kindred, and
friends, for him. They were very dear to me, and would be always: but he
was part of myself,--my husband.
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