A Life for a Life, Volume 3 (of 3)Craik, Dinah Maria Mulock
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A Life for a Life, Volume 3 (of 3)
Craik, Dinah Maria Mulock
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"Don't papa. Oh, pray don't!"--and then I was obliged to tell him
the reason why. I had to put it very plainly before he understood--he
forgets things now sometimes.
"Starving, did you say?--Mrs. Cartwright, Lydia, and the child?--What
child?"
"Francis's."
Then he comprehended,--and, oh, Max, had I been the girl I was a few
months ago, I should have sunk to the earth with the shame he said I
ought to feel at even alluding to such things. But I would not stop to
consider this, or to defend myself; the matter concerned not me, but
Lydia. I asked papa if he did not remember Lydia?
She came to us, Max, when she was only fourteen, though, being
well-grown and hand some, she looked older;--a pleasant, willing,
affectionate creature, only she had "no head," or it was half-turned by
the admiration her beauty gained, not merely among her own class, but
all our visitors. I remember Francis saying once--oh, how angry Penelope
was about it--that Lydia was so naturally elegant she could be made a
lady of in no time, if a man liked to take her, educate and marry her.
Would he had done it! spite of all broken vows to Penelope. I think my
sister herself might have for given him, if he had only honestly fallen
in love with poor Lydia, and married her.
These things I tried to recall to papa's mind, but he angrily bade me be
silent.
"I cannot," I said, "because, if we had taken better care of the girl,
this might never have happened. When I think of her--her pleasant
ways about the house--how she used to go singing over her work of
mornings--poor innocent young thing--oh, papa! papa!"
"Dora," he said, eyeing me closely; "what change has come over you of
late?"
I said, I did not know, unless it was that which must come over people
who have been very unhappy--the wish to save other people as much
unhappiness as they can.
"Explain yourself. I do not understand." When he did, he said
abruptly,--
"Stop. It was well you waited to consult with me. If your own delicacy
does not teach you better, I must. My daughter--the daughter of the
clergyman of the parish--cannot possibly be allowed to interfere with
these profligates."
My heart sunk like lead:--
"But you, papa? They are here; you, as the rector, must do something.
What shall you do?"
He thought a little.
"I shall forbid them the church and the sacrament; omit them from
my charities; and take every lawful means to get them out of the
neighbourhood. This, for my family's sake, and the parish's--that they
may carry their corruption elsewhere."
"But they may not be wholly corrupt. And the child--that innocent,
unfortunate child!"
"Silence, Dora. It is written, _The seed of evil-doers shall never be
renowned_. The sinless must suffer with the guilty; there is no hope for
either."
"Oh, papa," I cried, in an agony, "Christ did not say so. He said, 'Go,
and sin no more.'"
Was I wrong? If I was, I suffered for it. What followed was very hard to
bear.
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