A Life for a Life, Volume 3 (of 3)Craik, Dinah Maria Mulock
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A Life for a Life, Volume 3 (of 3)
Craik, Dinah Maria Mulock
Fiction
Max, if ever I am yours, altogether in your power, I wonder, will you
ever give me those sort of bitter, cruel words? Words which people,
living under the same roof, think nothing of using--mean nothing
by them--yet they cut sharp, like swords. The flesh closes up after
them--but oh, they bleed--they bleed! Dear Max, reprove me as you will,
however much, but let it be in love, not in anger or sarcasm. Sometimes
people drop carelessly, by quiet firesides, and with a good-night kiss
following, as papa gave to me, words which leave a scar for years.
Next day, I was just about to write and ask you to find some other plan
for helping the Cartwrights, since we neither of us would choose to
persist in one duty at the expense of another--when papa called me to
take a walk with him.
Is it not strange, the way in which good angels seem to take up the
thread of our dropped hopes and endeavours, and wind them up for us, we
see not how, till it is all done? Never was I more surprised than when
papa, stopping to lean on my arm, and catch the warm, pleasant wind that
came over the moors, said suddenly:--
"Dora, what could possess you to talk to me as you did last night? And
why, if you had any definite scheme in your head, did you relinquish it
so easily?"
"Papa, you forbade it."
"So, even when differing from your father, you consider it right to obey
him?"
"Yes,--except--"
"Say it out, child."
"Except in the case of any duty which I felt to be not less sacred than
the one I owe to my father."
He made no reply.
Walking on, we passed Mrs. Cartwright's cottage. It was quiet and
silent, the door open, but the window-shutter half closed, and there was
no smoke from the chimney. I saw papa turn round and look. At last he
said:--
"What did you mean by telling me they were 'starving?'"
I answered the direct, entire truth. I was bold, for it was your mind
as well as my own I was speaking out, and I knew it was right. I
pleaded chiefly for the child--it was easiest to think of it, the little
creature I had seen laughing and crowing in the garden at Kensington. It
seemed such a dreadful thing for that helpless baby to die of want, or
live to turn out a reprobate.
"Think, papa," I cried, "if that poor little soul had been our own
flesh and blood--if you were Francis's father, and this had been your
grandchild!"
To my sorrow, I had forgotten for the time a part of poor Harry's
story--the beginning of it: you shall know it some day--it is all past
now. But papa remembered it. He faltered as he walked--at last he sat
down on a tree by the roadside, and said, "He must go home."
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