A Life for a Life, Volume 3 (of 3)Craik, Dinah Maria Mulock
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A Life for a Life, Volume 3 (of 3)
Craik, Dinah Maria Mulock
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You will wonder how I came here. It was by accident--taking a Saturday
holiday, which is advisable now and then; and Treherne's mother detained
me, as being the only person who had any control over her son. Poor
fellow! he was almost out of his mind. He never had any trouble before,
and he knows not how to bear it. He trembled in terror--thus coming face
to face with that messenger of God who puts an end to all merely mortal
joys--was paralyzed at the fear of losing his blessings, which, numerous
as they are, are all of this world. My love, whom I thought to have
seen to-night, but shall not see--for how long?--things are more equally
balanced than we suppose.
You will be sorry about the little one.
Treherne seems indifferent; his whole thought being, naturally, his
wife; but Sir William is grievously disappointed. A son too--and he had
planned bonfires, and bell-ringings, and rejoicings all over the estate.
When he stood looking at the little white lump of clay, which is the
only occupant of the grand nursery, prepared for the heir of Treherne
Court, I heard the old man sigh as if for a great misfortune.
You will think it none, since your sister lives. Be quite content about
her--which is easy for me to say, when I know how long and anxious the
days will seem at Rockmount. It might have been better, for some things,
if you, rather than Miss Johnston, had come to take charge of your
sister during her recovery; but, maybe, all is well as it is. To-morrow
I shall leave this great house, with its many happinesses, which have
run so near a chance of being overthrown, and go back to my own
solitary life, in which nothing of personal interest ever visits me but
Theodora's letters.
There were two things I intended to tell you in my Sunday letter;
shall I say them still? for the more things you have to think about the
better, and one of them was my reason for suggesting your presence here,
rather than your eldest sister's.--(Do not imagine though, your coming
was urged by me wholly for other people's sakes. The sight of you---just
for a few hours--one hour--People talk of water in the desert--the
thought of a green field to those who have been months at sea--well,
that is what a glimpse of your little face would be to me. But I cannot
get it--and I must not moan.)
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