A Life for a Life, Volume 3 (of 3)Craik, Dinah Maria Mulock
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A Life for a Life, Volume 3 (of 3)
Craik, Dinah Maria Mulock
Fiction
Ah, now the thorn is out, the one little sting of pain. It isn't this
child you were fond of, this ignorant, foolish, naughty child, it is
your wife, whom you yourself chose, to whom you yourself gave her place
and her rights, who comes to you with her heart full of love and says,
"Max, tell me!"
Now, no more of this, for I have much to tell you--I tell _you_
everything.
You know how quietly this winter has slipped away with us at. Rockmount;
how, from the time Penelope returned, she and I seemed to begin our
lives anew together, in one sense beginning almost as little children,
living entirely in the present; content with each day's work-and each
day's pleasure,--and it was wonderful how many small pleasures we
found--never allowing ourselves either to dwell on the future or revert
to the past. Except when by your desire. I told my sister of Francis's
having passed through the Insolvent Court, and how you were hoping to
obtain for him a situation as corresponding clerk. Poor Francis! all
his grand German and Spanish to have sunk down to the writing of a
merchant's business-letters, in a musty Liverpool office! Will he ever
bear it? Well, except this time, and once afterwards, his name has never
been mentioned, either by Penelope or me.
The second time happened thus--I did not tell you then, so I will now.
When our Christmas bills came in--our private ones, my sister had no
money to meet them. I soon guessed that--as, from your letter, I
had already guessed where her half-yearly allowance had gone. I was
perplexed, for though she now confides to me nearly everything of her
daily concerns, she has never told me _that_. Yet she must have known I
knew--that you would be sure to tell me.
At last, one morning, as I was passing the door of her room, she called
me in.
She was standing before a chest-of-drawers, which, I had noticed, she
always kept locked. But to-day the top drawer was open, and out of a
small jewel-case that lay on it, she had taken a string of pearls. "You
remember this?"
Ah, yes! But Penelope looked steadily at it; so, of course, did I.
"Have you any idea, Dora, what it is worth, or how much Sir William gave
for it?"
I knew: for Lisabel had told me herself, in the days when we were
all racking our brains to find out suitable marriage presents for the
governor's lady.
"Do you think it would be wrong, or that the Trehernes would be annoyed,
if I sold it?"
"Sold it!"
"I have no money--and my bills must be paid. It is not dishonest to sell
what is one's own, though it may be somewhat painful."
I could say nothing. The pain was keen--even to me.
She then reminded me how Mrs. Granton had once admired these pearls,
saying, when Colin married she should like to give her daughter-in-law
just such another necklace.
"If she would buy it now--if you would not mind asking her--"
"No, no!"
"Thank you, Dora."
She replaced the necklace in its case, and gave it into my hand. I was
slipping out of the room, when she said:--
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