A Life for a Life, Volume 3 (of 3)Craik, Dinah Maria Mulock
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A Life for a Life, Volume 3 (of 3)
Craik, Dinah Maria Mulock
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Anywhere else I believe I could not have recognised him. Not from his
shabbiness; even in rags Francis would be something of the gentleman;
but from his utterly broken-down appearance, his look of hopeless
indifference, settled discontent; the air of a man who has tried all
things and found them vanity.
Seeing me, he instinctively set down the child, who clung to his knees,
screaming loudly to "Daddy."
Francis blushed violently, and then laughed. "The brat owns me, you see;
he has not forgotten me--likes me also a little, which cannot be said
for most people. Heyday, no getting rid of him? Come along then, young
man; I must e'en make the best of you."
Franky, nothing loth, clambered up, hugged him smotheringly round the
neck, and broke into his own triumphant "Ha! ha! he! "--His father
turned and kissed him.
Then, somehow, I felt as if, it were easier to speak to Francis
Charteris. Only a word or two--enquiries about his health--how long he
had left Liverpool--and whether he meant to return.
"Of course. Only a day's holiday. A horse in a mill--that is what I
am now. Nothing for it but to grind on to the end of the chapter--eh,
Franky my boy!"
"Ha! ha! he!" screamed the child, with another delighted hug.
"He seems fond of you," I said.
"Oh yes; he always was." Francis sighed. I am sure, nature was tugging
hard at the selfish pleasure-loving heart. And pity--I know it was not
wrong, Max!--was pulling sore at mine.
I said I had heard of his illness in the winter, and was glad to find
him so much recovered:--how long had he been about again?
"How long? Indeed I forget. I am so apt to forget things now. Except
"--he added bitterly--"the clerk's stool and the office window with the
spider-webs over it--and the thirty shillings a-week. That's my
income, Dora--I beg your pardon, Miss Dora,--I forgot I was no longer a
gentleman, but a clerk at thirty shillings a-week."
I said, I did not see why that should make him less of a gentleman; and,
broken-down as he was,--sitting crouching over the fire with his sickly
cheek passed against that rosy one,--I fancied I saw something of the
man--the honest, true man--flash across the forlorn aspect of poor
Francis Charteris.
I would have liked to stay and talk with him, and said so, but my sister
was outside.
"Is she? will she be coming in here?"--And he shrank nervously into his
corner. "I have been so ill, you know."
He need not be afraid, I told him--we should have driven off in two
minutes. There was not the slightest chance of their meeting--in all
human probability he would never meet her more.
"Never more!"
I had not thought to see him so much affected.
"You were right, Dora, I never did deserve Penelope--yet there is
something I should like to have said to her. Stop, hold back the
curtain--she cannot see me sitting here?"
"No."
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