A Life for a Life, Volume 3 (of 3)Craik, Dinah Maria Mulock
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A Life for a Life, Volume 3 (of 3)
Craik, Dinah Maria Mulock
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After this, when Franky, tired out, dropped suddenly asleep, as children
do, his father and Penelope talked a good while, she inquiring, in
her sensible, practical way, about his circumstances and prospects; he
answering, candidly and apparently truthfully without any hesitation,
anger, or pride; every now and then looking down, at the least movement
of the pretty, sleepy face; while a soft expression, quite new in
Francis Charteris, brightened his own. There was even a degree of
cheerfulness and hope in his manner, as he said, in reply to some
suggestion of my sister's:--"Then you think, as Doctor Urquhart did,
that my life is worth preserving--that I may turn out not such a bad man
after all?"
"How could a man be anything but a good man, who really felt what it is
to be the father of a child?"
Francis replied nothing, but he held his little son closer to his
breast. Who knows but that the pretty boy may be heaven's messenger to
save the father's soul?
You see, Max, I still like, in my old moralizing habit, to "justify the
ways of God to men," to try and perceive the use of pain, the reason of
punishment; and to feel, not only by faith, but experience, that, dark
as are the ways of Infinite Mercy, they are all safe ways. "_All things
work together for good to them that love Him._"
And so, watching these two, talking so quietly and friendly together,
I thought how glad my Max would be; I remembered all my Max had
done--Penelope knows it now; I told her that night. And, sad and anxious
as I am about you and many things, there came over my heart one of those
sudden sunshiny refts of peace, when we feel that whether or not all is
happy, all is well.
Francis walked along by the pony-carriage for a quarter of a mile, or
more.
"I must turn now. This little man ought to have been in his bed an hour
or more: he always used to be. His mother--" Francis stopped--"I beg
your pardon." Then, hugging the boy in a sudden passion of remorse, he
said, "Penelope, if you want your revenge, take this. You cannot tell
what a man feels, who, when the heyday of youth is gone, longs for a
home, a virtuous home, yet knows that he never can offer or receive
unblemished honour with his wife--never give his lawful name to his
first-born."
This was the sole allusion made openly to what both tacitly understood
was to be, and which you, as well as we, will agree is the best thing
that can be, under the circumstances.
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
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