'Oh, I am still far from being a subject of leading-articles,' Wilfrid
exclaimed. 'Indeed, I gave you no answer to your question. My life's
work is non-existent. All my old plans have come to nothing, and I have
formed no new ones, no serious plans. My life will be a failure, I
suppose.'
'But you aim at success in politics?'
'I suppose so. I was thinking of the other things we used to speak of.'
Emily hazarded a glance at him, as if to examine him again in this new
light.
'You used to say,' she continued, 'that you felt in many ways suited for
a political life.'
'Did I? You mean at home, when I talked in a foolish way. It was not my
serious thought. I never said it to you.'
She murmured a 'No.' They walked on in silence.
'You didn't read Italian then,' Wilfrid said. 'You, I feel sure, have
not wasted your time. How much you must have read since we talked over
our favourite authors.'
'I have tried to keep up the habit of study,' Emily replied,
unaffectedly, 'but of course most of my time is occupied in teaching.'
Their walk had brought them from under the trees, and the lake was just
before them.
'I will go on to the bridge,' Emily said. 'The boat I return by will
leave shortly.'
She spoke as if expecting him to take leave of her. Wilfrid inwardly
bade himself do so. He had seen her, had talked with her; what more for
either? Yet it was beyond his power to stand here and see her walk away
from him. Things were stirring in his heart and mind of which he refused
to take cognisance; he would grant nothing more than a sense of pleasure
in hearing once again a voice which had so long been buried, and there
was no harm in that. Was not his strongest feeling merely surprise at
having met her thus? Even yet he found a difficulty in realising that it
was she with whom he spoke; had he closed his eyes and then looked round
for her in vain it would only have appeared the natural waking from
intense reverie. Why not dream on as long as he might?
'May I not walk as far as the bridge with you?' he asked. 'If I were not
afraid of being tiresome I should even like to go by the boat; it would
be the pleasantest way of getting back to town.'
'Yes, it is pleasant on the river,' Emily said rather absently.
They pursued their walk together, and conversed still much in the same
way. Wilfrid learned that her school was in Hammersmith, a large
day-school for girls; he led her to speak of the subjects she taught,
and of her pupils.
'You prefer it,' he asked, 'to private teaching?'
'I think so.'
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