"You have had a great deal--you have been the victim of a tragedy," said
Hubert gloomily, not able to deny the truth of her remark, even while he
was forced to remember that many other girls of Enid's age had far more
real and tangible sorrows than she. The vision of a girl pleading with
him to find her work flashed suddenly across his mind; her words about
London Bridge--"her last resource"--occurred to him; and his common
sense told him that after all Enid's position, sad and lonely though it
was, could scarcely be called so pitiable as that of Cynthia West. But
it was not his part to tell her so; his own share in producing Enid's
misfortunes sealed his lips.
What he said however was almost too direct an allusion to the past to be
thought sympathetic by Enid. A very natural habit had grown up at
Beechfield Hall of never mentioning her father's fate; and this silence
had had the bad result of making her brood over the matter without
daring to reveal her thoughts. The word "tragedy" seemed to her almost
like a profanation. It sent the hot blood rushing into her face at once.
Enid's organisation was peculiarly delicate and sensitive; her knowledge
of the publicity given to the details of her father's death was torture
to her. She was glad of the seclusion in which the General lived,
because when she went into Whitminster, she would hear sometimes a
rumor, a whispered word--"Look--that is the daughter of Sydney Vane who
was murdered a few years ago! Extraordinary case--don't you remember
it?"--and the consciousness that these words might be spoken was
unbearable to her. Hubert had touched an open wound somewhat too
roughly.
He saw his mistake.
"Forgive me for speaking of it," he said. "I fancied that you were
thinking of the past."
"Oh, no, no--not of that!" cried Enid, scarcely knowing what she said.
"Of other troubles?" Hubert queried very softly. It was natural that he
should think of what Flossy had said to him quite recently.
"Yes--of other things."
"Can you not tell me what they are?" he said gently, taking one of her
slight hands in his own.
"Oh, no--not you!"
She was thinking of him as Florence's brother, possibly even as
Florence's accomplice in a crime; but he attributed her refusal to a
very different motive. Tell him her troubles? Of course she could not do
so, poor child, when her troubles came from love of him. He was not a
coxcomb, but he believed what Flossy had said.
"Not me? You cannot tell me?" he said, drawing her away from the cold
uncurtained windows with his hand still on hers. "And can I do nothing
to lighten your trouble, dear?"
She looked at him doubtfully.
"I--don't--know."
"Enid, tell me."
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