"What will satisfy you?" she asked at length, evidently convinced from
his manner that something was more seriously amiss than she had thought.
"Do you not know that where I give my love I give my whole trust and
confidence. More than that, I shall never take it away, even if all the
world told me--even if I had some reason to believe--that you were not
worthy of my trust. Oh, what does the world know of you? I understand
you much better. Can't you see that a woman loves a man for what he is,
and not for what he does?"
"What he does proceeds from what he is, Cynthia, I am afraid," said
Hubert sadly.
"Not always. People are often betrayed into doing things that do not
show their real nature at all," said the girl eagerly. "A man gives way
to a sudden temptation--he strikes a blow--and the world calls him a
ruffian and a murderer; or he takes what belongs to another because he
is starving, and the world calls him a common thief. We cannot judge."
He had drawn away from her, and was resting his arm on the mantelpiece,
and his head upon his arm. A strange vibration passed through his frame
as he listened to her words.
"Do you think, then," he said at last, speaking with difficulty, and
without raising his head, "that you could love a man that the world
condemned, or would condemn, if they knew all--could you love a man who
was an outcast, a felon, a--a murderer?"
"I am sure that I could," said Cynthia fervently. For the moment she was
not thinking of Hubert, however, but of another man whom she had loved,
and whom she had seen condemned to death for the murder of Sydney Vane.
Hubert put out his left hand and drew her close to him. Even now there
was one thing that he dared not say; he did not dare ask her whether she
could love a man who had allowed another to bear the punishment which
he had deserved, although he had hidden his guilt from a desire to save
another rather than himself. He remained for a few moments in the same
posture, with his face hidden on his right arm and his left encircling
Cynthia; but, after a time, he stood up, drew her closer to his breast
and kissed her forehead. Then he put her away from him and crossed his
arms across his chest. His face was pale and drawn, there were beads of
perspiration on his forehead, and his lip was bitten underneath his
thick moustache.
"Cynthia," he said hoarsely, "to you, at least, I will try to be an
honest man. I never knew a woman as brave, as true as you are; I'll do
my best, at any rate, to be not altogether unworthy of you, my darling.
I would give all I have in the world if I could ask you to marry me,
Cynthia; but I can't. There is an obstacle; you were right--I am not
free."
"I thought there was some real reason," she said quietly. "I knew you
would not have spoken as you did without a reason."
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