"My darling, my own darling," he said, "I cannot bear to hear you speak
so! Do you doubt my love for you, Cynthia? Tell me nothing but what you
please; I shall never ask you a question--never desire to know more than
what you choose to tell. And in two years---- Oh, what can I say? Marry
me to-morrow, Cynthia, my dearest, and let everything else go by!"
"And despise you ever after for yielding to my weakness?" she said,
checking her tears. "Do you think I could bear you to lower yourself for
my sake? No; you shall keep your word to her--to the woman, whoever she
may be, who has your word. But I--I have your heart."
She sent him away from her then with proud but gentle words, caressing
him, flattering him, after the fashion of women with those they love,
but inexorably determined that he should keep his word. For she had a
strong sense of honor and honesty, and she could not bear to think that
he could be false to anyone who trusted him. It was weighing heavily on
her own conscience that she had deceived him once.
Hubert left her with his senses in a whirl. He knew, as he said, that he
had been weak; but Cynthia's beauty intoxicated him. But for her
determination, her courage, he would have failed to keep up even the
appearance of faith with Enid--he would have been utterly careless of
Enid's trust in him. But this declension Cynthia was resolved not to
permit. It was strange to see what nobleness of mind and generosity of
feeling existed beneath her light and careless demeanor; and while these
characteristics humiliated her lover, they filled him with genuine pride
and admiration. She was not a woman to be lightly wooed and lightly won;
she was worthy of respect, even of reverence. And, as he thought of her,
his heart burned with anger against the innocent girl at Beechfield who
had dared to speak of this noble woman with something very like
contempt.
Cynthia was glad that she had no public engagement for that evening. She
was invited to go with Madame della Scala to a large party; but she
pleaded a headache, and begged to be allowed to stay at home. Madame
scolded her playfully, but did not oppose her whim; she was sufficiently
proud of her pupil and housemate to let her take her own way--a
practical compliment for which Cynthia was grateful.
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