"They have the right to object to me; and so have you. Do you remember
the evening when I spoke to you in the street outside the theatre? Did
it never cross your mind that you had seen and spoken to me before? You
asked me once if I knew a girl called Jane Wood. Now don't you remember
me? Now don't you know my name?"
Hubert had risen to his feet. His face was ghastly pale; but there was a
horror in it which even Cynthia could not interpret aright.
"You--you, Jane Wood!" he gasped. "Don't trifle with me, Cynthia! You
are Cynthia West!"
"Cynthia Janet Westwood, known at St. Elizabeth's as Janie Wood."
"You--you are Westwood's child?"
She silently bowed her head.
"Oh, Cynthia, Cynthia, if you had but told me before!"
He sank down into his chair again, burying his face in his hands with
his elbows on his knees. There was a look of self-abasement, of shame
and sorrow in his attitude inexplicable to Cynthia. Finding that he did
not speak, she took up her tale again in low, uneven tones.
"I knew that I ought to tell you. I said that I would tell you
everything before--before we were married, if ever it came to that. I
ought to have done so at once; but it was so difficult. They had changed
my name when I went to school so that nobody should know; they told me
that it would be a disgrace to have it known. I ran away from St.
Elizabeth's because I had been fool enough to let it out. I could not
face the girls when they knew that--that my father was called a
murderer."
Hubert drew his breath hard. She tried to answer what she thought was
the meaning of that strange sound, half moan, half sigh.
"I never called him so," she said. "You will not believe it, of course;
but I know that my father would never have done the deed that you
attribute to him. He was kind, good, tender-hearted, although he lived
in rebellion against some of the ordinary laws of society. There was
nothing base or mean about him. If he had killed a man, he would not
have told lies about it; he would have said that he had done it and
borne the punishment. He was a brave man; he was not a murderer."
Still Hubert did not answer. He dared not let her see his face; she must
not know the torture her words inflicted on him. She went on.
"Lately I have thought that it would be better for me to face the whole
thing out, and not act as if I were ashamed of my father, who is no
murderer, but a martyr and an innocent man. I took my first step last
night by telling your aunt Miss Vane that 'West' was only an assumed
name. I had never said that before. Do you remember how she looked at
me--how she hated me--when we stood outside the gates of Beechfield Park
that afternoon? The sight of me made her ill; and, if she knew me by my
right name, it would make her ill again. If I had known that you were
their cousin, I would never have let you see my face!"
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