"Perhaps I shall not dream it if I tell it all to you," she murmured.
"It seems to me sometimes as if--in the middle of the night--I wake up
and see some one in the room--a white figure standing by my bed; and she
is always pouring something into my glass; or sometimes she offers it to
me and makes me drink; and she looks at me as if she hated me; and I--I
am afraid."
"But who is it, my darling?"
"I suppose it is nobody, because nobody else sees it but me. I made
Parker sleep with me two or three times; but she said that she saw
nothing, and that she was certain that nobody had come into the room. I
suppose it was a--a ghost!"
"Nonsense, dearest!"
"Then it was an optical illusion, and I am going out of my mind," said
Enid despairingly.
"Was the figure like that of anyone you know?"
"Yes--Flossy."
"Mrs. Vane? And you think that she does not like you?"
"I know that she hates me."
"My darling, it is simply a nightmare--nothing more." But he felt her
trembling in his arms.
"It is more than a nightmare, I am sure. You know that people used to
say that I might go out of my mind if those terrible seizures attacked
me? I have not had so many of them lately; but I feel weaker than ever I
did--I feel as if I were going to die. Perhaps it would be better if I
were to die, and then I should not be a trouble and a care to anybody.
And it would be better to die than to go mad, would it not?"
"Enid," said the Rector very gravely, "I believe that your malady is
entirely one of the nerves, and that it can be controlled. You must try
to believe, my darling, that you could conquer it if you tried. When you
feel the approach of one of these seizures, as you call them, resolve
that you will not give way. By a determined effort I think that it is
possible for you to ward them off. Will you try, for my sake?"
"I will try," said Enid wearily; "but I am afraid that trying will be
useless."
"And another thing--I do not believe that Mr. Ingledew is giving you the
right kind of medicine. I want you quietly to stop taking it for a week,
and to stop drinking lemonade or orange-water at night. In a week's time
let us see how you feel. If you are no better, I will talk to Ingledew
myself. Will you promise me that? Say, 'Yes, Maurice.'"
"Yes, Maurice--I promise you."
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