"Ah, Hubert, I am so glad that you say that!" she cried. Hubert looked
worried, tormented, anything but glad; but she went on: "I always
trusted you--always believed in you--and I was right. You would never be
untrue--you would never----"
"For Heaven's sake, Enid, stop!" said Hubert faintly. "I can't--I can't
bear this sort of thing!" And indeed he looked so ghastly that she had
to find smelling-salts and bring him some cold water to drink before she
could go on.
"I am very sorry," she said penitently, "and I will say what I have to
say very quickly, if you will let me. You will not acknowledge the
truth, I see, though it would be wiser if you would. You love Cynthia
West, and Cynthia loves you; and, though you are willing to keep your
word to me, you care for me only as a cousin and a friend. Is not that
really the truth?"
"My dear Enid, you are developing a wonderful amount of imagination and,
I may say, of courage!"
"I don't know about imagination," she said, smiling again; "but I think
that I have gained a great deal of courage since I saw you last. As you
will not set me free for your own sake, I must ask you to set me free
for mine. I cannot marry you, Hubert. Will you forgive me for breaking
my word?"
Her eyes shone so brightly, her smile was so sweet, that Hubert looked
at her in amazement. He had never seen her half so beautiful. She was
transfigured; for love and happiness had done their work, and made her
lovelier than she had ever been in all her life before.
"I am in earnest," she went on. "I have been false to you, Hubert
dear--and yet I never liked you so well as I like you now. I have given
my word to some one else--to some one that I love better--and I want to
know if you will forgive me and set me free."
"Enid I cannot understand! Do you think that I am not ready--anxious--to
marry you? My dear, if you will only trust me and honor me so far----"
Enid laughed in his face.
"Why won't you believe that I am in earnest?" she said. "Indeed I am
speaking seriously. I love Maurice Evandale, the Rector of Beechfield,
better than I love you, uncivil though it may sound."
He caught her by the hands.
"Really--truly--Enid? You love him?"
"Far better than I ever loved you, dear Hubert! You are my cousin, whom
I love sincerely in a cousinly way; but I love Maurice with all my heart
and soul!"--and a deep blush overspread her countenance, while her happy
smile and lowered eyes attested the truth of her statement.
"And are you happy?"
"Very happy! And, Hubert, I should like to see you happy too. Now
acknowledge the truth, please. You love Cynthia--is not that true?"
"Enid, you are a witch!"
"And she loves you?"
He did not answer for a minute or two. Then with unaccustomed gravity of
tone, he said--
"I fear so, Enid."
"You fear so? Why do you say that?" she asked.
"Because I am afraid that, even if we love each other, we ought not to
marry."
Enid's face grew thoughtful, like his own.
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