Bildungsromans; First loves -- Juvenile fiction; Saint Louis (Mo.) -- History -- Juvenile fiction
“Oh, what is it you mean? And who is it? And I could not go unless”—her
face was scarlet—“unless he married me, I know that. And there is no one
I would marry. Do you think I would go away and leave you, when I love
you so, when you wanted me and no one else did? Why, I would not marry a
king!” and she clasped her arms about his neck.
Then a sudden knowledge flashed over her. She recalled last evening.
“I know!” she exclaimed. “It is Monsieur Laflamme. And he dared——”
She clinched her small fist.
“Then he spoke last night? And you——”
“No, he did not speak. But you can make one understand. Perhaps he might
have, but André came.”
Renée rose suddenly and stretched up her full height.
“Then he did mean— André said he was only pretending. I should hate him
still more if he could do that! But if he thinks I care for him and
would go away with him to the fairest spot in the world—oh, you do not
want me to!” and she threw herself into his arms, sobbing vehemently.
“Renée, child, there is no harm done. He was very gentlemanly. He asked
for your hand as an honest man should. And we cannot blame him
altogether,” a spice of humor in his tone. “He fancied you cared for
him. Men occasionally make mistakes.”
Had she made him believe that? She had tried somewhat without
considering the consequences. The little triumph _had_ appealed to her
girlish vanity. How could she explain it?
“I liked him a little,” she confessed brokenly. “And I was proud and
delighted to be chosen his queen. But I do not want him to love me. I do
not want any one to love me but just you. I shall never love any one
else.”
It was a very sweet confession, but she did not know what it meant. So
her mother had said, and he wanted to believe he had held _her_ truest
faith, and this had descended to her child.
“Then what am I to tell him? That you are too young to think about such
things?”
“That I shall never think about him in that manner. Oh, make him
understand that!”
“There, dear, it is not worth crying over. He is not the first man who
has found the rose out of reach or been pricked by thorns.”
Gaspard turned up the sweet, flushed, tear-wet face and kissed it. He
was so glad to have it back safe and innocent of the great knowledge
that sooner or later comes to all womanhood. Some day it would come to
her, but let him keep his little girl as long as he could.
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